its been too long. the hols have flown by and so has half of this sem. having experienced the hardest most taxing period when D&D neared. it was a hell of a time, with countless sleepless nights and crazy days running around everywhere. having to shoulder all responsibilities cos, eventually it was i who would have to answer should anything go wrong.
this sem. well, it has been a surprisingly pleasant experience so far. i do miss having more lessons sometimes though. as weird as it may sound, yes, im serious about that.
ive been a happy girl lately. :) its been a long while since and the feeling is awesome. the ability to trust without having 2nd thoughts.
but it's always a case of having expectations. too high ones. and that has to change i guess. it just brings insecurity with it, and also with not having enough confidence in myself. maybe reassuarance is all it takes.
but i'm loving it all right now! :) and sadly, the exams are nearing.
need time for my personal life, but im missing my friends. the drift, the gap has kinda grown. just gotta put in the effort babe!!
may not update this often anymore. evidently.
cos its time to leave this all behind me. what got this started ended a long time ago. :)
im so tired, my shoulders so stiff!! i need a massage........
guten abend!
this sem. well, it has been a surprisingly pleasant experience so far. i do miss having more lessons sometimes though. as weird as it may sound, yes, im serious about that.
ive been a happy girl lately. :) its been a long while since and the feeling is awesome. the ability to trust without having 2nd thoughts.
but it's always a case of having expectations. too high ones. and that has to change i guess. it just brings insecurity with it, and also with not having enough confidence in myself. maybe reassuarance is all it takes.
but i'm loving it all right now! :) and sadly, the exams are nearing.
need time for my personal life, but im missing my friends. the drift, the gap has kinda grown. just gotta put in the effort babe!!
may not update this often anymore. evidently.
cos its time to leave this all behind me. what got this started ended a long time ago. :)
im so tired, my shoulders so stiff!! i need a massage........
guten abend!
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/02/2007 09:30:00 pm | Put your comment here
