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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

photos photos photos!!
chengs 21st at pasir ris on 25th feb.

5 of us and her presents we gave her. sandy me grace chengs joyce.



my hair after it was sprayed. the theme was punk rock so we tried our best to be punk-y. with the all black outfits, some with black stockings. and chengs got hair spray for us to spray our hair.



photo time when most of her friends left. joyce.me.grace.


acting au naturale. hehh. 2 taking photos and one smoking. thats how natural. hehh.



us acting as 5 out of the 7 dwarfs. me as dopey(dont ask me what im doing, i dont know myself), chengs as happy, grace as sneezy, sandy as sleepy, joyce as grumpy.




happy happy us! :)

no idea what this pose is supposed to be but i quite like it. :)

we ran out of poses?? hahah..

grab joyce's ass!!!!!!

this has got to be the cutest picture ever. :)


our surprise for her in hall on mon, rather tues at 12mid night. the real date of her bday. pancakes with choc ice cream and bananas and sparklers to top it all off. happy birthday my bimbotic friend. :) lovelove.



pj's party cum drinking session when sam came back! on the 15th of feb. everyone present had to wear either one of those quirky pjs from our childhood days, or basically sth stupid.



the girls in our pj's/ got mine from joyce. me.joyce.sam.grace.



and some of the guys! bear. alvin. ong. i think ong looks the cutest la. with the trunks over the shorts, completing the look with the goggles.


we tried burning a can full of compressed gun powder that was obtained from many boxes of sparklers and pounded into a can and sealed, just to see some mini pyrotechniques. much to our dismay though. it didnt shoot up high enough. but it sure did creat a whole cloud of thick smoke that got me so scared should it trigger the fire alarm and get us into trouble. ok la, im damn humji.


acting stupid again. whats new eh.


edwin having to wear graces bra in order to join in the party. hehh. and some of the stash we had there. absolut red ruby. smirnoff red. jack daniels. beer. and i cant remember what else.



and a normal photo of the 4 of us.
its been really fun with these guys. and having joyce as my neighbour. and drinking with ong, though he's left already. and just having fun whenever we come together. which reminds me, i have to complain!!! i lost almost 50bucks in gambling. by playing in between only!!! and we played small. one dollar kind. bah. my luck really sucks to the max. im supposed to refrain from in between and stick to blackjack and poker.
now, back to pbl after a whole day's lesson on grooming and what to wear for interviews and to work when i grad, how interesting. and for 7hrs!! i survuved. another day to go.
sleepyyyyyyy.


lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/28/2007 05:24:00 pm | Put your comment here

Monday, February 26, 2007

you live for the moment. but how is it possible to leave every single thing in the past behind. to mistakes made. the lessons learnt. the whirlwind of emotions. they somehow just hit you from time to time, and theres this emotional unbalance that arises, which you try to stabilise, and successfully for that matter. but there's always the second or third time and more, that it will hit. and what you've learnt, is to be ready and know what to do when it does. life aint as simple as you wanted or thought it to be in the end. eventually, it was you who took that innocence away from it. many thanks for that.

dear friend, to you, here's my advice. in my view, it never takes another one to get over that particular someone. take it from me. with feelings so strong and years so long, i chose this path, to learn from things, be able to bulid myself into a stronger person. it may be the harder path, and takes courage, but it's the path that will allow you to deal. to overcome. to conquer. because if you take that other path, one day when things fall apart, you will be back at square one. and the cycle will follow. and you know this whole thing about taking the other path, it helps in more that just this area. it helps with life in general. no more bleak outlook, no more depressing feelings. and the bonus is that the feelings get to stay, with life going on the right way. and more room in the head and heart. :) i hope you can have that too, friend.

im not very happy now. but its all thanks to my own doings. bah. just one more year. and hopefully it'll be all over. hang in there sadaf.

from tmr, pbl and tvc assignment, here i come. :(

i wanna hate, but i cant. but thank you anyways.
good bye.


lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/26/2007 06:24:00 am | Put your comment here

Sunday, February 11, 2007

when you try to pursue a friendship, purely a friendship, and it is deemed otherwise. when you hope for something,and the hope is slammed right to the ground. when you make a kind gesture, and it ain't appreciated. when you just want a listening ear, and you get none. when you're just being nice, or rather you just wanna be nice, YOU don't see it. thanks for nothing, really.

so today was spent helping grace at her flea market. im so so so tired. the heat got to my head quite bad. gonna sleep the whole day away tmr. but i have to get serious about my work soon. and soon means tmr! crap. accounting 2 test on thurs, and i know jack shit about the module. alrights. bed time.


s- maybe you dont know anything about my life now, cos you dont bother, and youre too caught up with your blissful life. a friend i thought i could turn to. seems like i was wrong.

i miss the simplicity of life.


lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/11/2007 01:55:00 am | Put your comment here

Saturday, February 10, 2007

went for a haircut. or rather a trim today. wanted to maintain the length, but the lady snipped off like 5 inches of my hair. boo hoo. its still quite nice, although some people are saying i look like a kid now. but ya, its still nice. but but but i wanted to keep really long hair. bah. so thats another 8 months of staying away from the hair salons.

chinatown trip with a busload of hall mates proved to be a wrong choice. was rather bored. the only time i had fun was taking pics with everyone. ill upload them when i have the time.

been really tired. helping grace with her flea market stuff today again. and tmrs just gonna be a long long day, so i should tuck myself into bed soon.


it was once a happy alone.


lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/10/2007 03:54:00 am | Put your comment here

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

no ones perfect. but imperfections do not always mean a person is flawed and always has to be judged. some actions are motivated by reasons that others may not see or understand. and thats actually granted knowing everyones different with their varied perceptions and values. and yet, objectivity would be welcomed sometimes.

i know im judged by many people. i know im 'bitched about' by a lot of people, for what i do or dont do. but dont yu see it, apart from these things look at who i am as a whole. oh what the heck, as long as the friends around me dont judge. yu just come to know that the rest, whom yu may call your friends, arent really your friends. they're 'friends of convenience' as id like to call them.

this aint targeted at anyone, really. im just moody. bah.

some reflections from the past few days.

and a conversation today with betty, has made me take a different view on things. giving some things a chance. giving religion a another look. to understand everything else better. faith. im looking for a stronger faith. something that just doesnt come from believing in god. it takes more than that to have faith. tmr will be the start of re-discovering that. :) im gonna read!!!



my glass is almost empty


lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/06/2007 01:37:00 am | Put your comment here

Sunday, February 04, 2007

forgot to post up some pics after being rushed by my bro and sis to go walk to dog. bah. so here it is. :)





31st jan when the girls came over to my house and we walked saber all the way from my house to east coast beach. chengs, sandy, me, grace, the dog, joyce. pretty pretty happy family-ish pic. :)

sandy grace me and saber! by some jetty.

joyce.grace.chengs. love having joyce as my new neighbour. it would have been perfect if grace was rooming next to us. and of course we're missing chengs now who is all the way at 16. yure missed bitch! :)

3 of us. (when yu were still with us that is.)

IH Netball Finals!! :)



the team! back row- me,mojo,shiqi,charmain,xinyi,jietling-better known as my sri lankan maid :), yizhen. front row-jean,jac,pohpoh,wanlin

another team photo where the freshies insisted on buttoning up te jerseys fully and acting like serious nerds, which i couldnt do cos i wasnt in the same jersey. hahh. boy, i sure was glad i wasnt wearing the same jersey. saves me the embarrassment. hehh. :)

what was meant to be a freshie photo, and theyre manager-me, just had to stick her head in. hehh. so here's the freshies of the team. wanlin, xinyi, yizhen,shiqi, charmain.

some teammates plus yi min and our dear graduated senior hongying who just loves hall 7 so much she comes back for everything she can. :)



the fantastic shooter, charmain and her 'coach'-me. :) heh. for every day that i called you down to practice shooting, it all paid off babe! :)

Post netball finals impromptu drinking session at 38 stone table.

had a really impromptu drinking session to celebrate thewin. so we just brought down whatever drinks we had and got chun, our dearest sports sec to take the trouble of buying us our mixers and ice, stating our win as a good enough reason for him to bother doing that for us. :) and a drinking session with the mojo bunch of seniors and freshies would mean the seniors have an aim of getting the freshies drunk.hehh. worked for wanlin's case. and yi min who was pretty high. and shiqi who got rashes the next day. and charmain, who had to hand in an assignment at 830 was pretty giddy. hehh. as for the seniors, if im not wrong we were all fine. :) so now, firstly, presenting, wanlin's puke! hahha. i just had to take a pic of it. im sorry, im just disgusting. hehh

side view.

aerial view. hehh

roomie joined in the drinking session as well.

mojo.sandy.pohpoh.jietling. the seniors will be missed in hall next year!!

old man marky loo who was allowed to join in our all girls drinking session with an admission fee of chips and mixers.heh. :)

one pic for the unlocked door!whee!!! hahha..and only we know what the joke is huh. :)

okay im finally done!!

now im tired. and i know exactly the only thing that bothers me now. a particular friend. i hope yu know who yu are. yuve been distancing yourself away from us more and more. staying in a world of your own. if thats what yu want, then its fine by the rest of us. but its funny that yu can take no effort to join in anything we do. life just doesnt rotate around you and another person. there's more to it. the friends ard yu. begin appreciating them or yu'll lose them all. i hope yu get it. i care thats why i say. but eventually it gets tiring to talk to yu about it face to face anymore. thats why i dont bother.

alrights my neck hurts from using the com too much. nights world!




lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/04/2007 01:33:00 am | Put your comment here

Saturday, February 03, 2007

long over-due photos!!

but well, before that,ive been happy with myself and how im taking things in my stride. for the prgress ive made. baby steps, baby steps. but one day ill get there, soon. :)

and yes, went to the night market at extension on tues. bought a disney monopoly set and lots of candy floss. happy happy girl! :) the little things in life that bring me happiness.

okay photo time now.


toast day, a very long time ago. with hong ying.

me.hongying.and 1/3 of sandy. :)

now with more of sandy in the pic.

christmas dinner at 36 lounge. our own cooking of aglio olio, prawns, black pepper chicken, mushroom in soy sauce and calamari. :)

our table layout, with spaklers in the middle!


with sparklers lighted! :)

new years eve, outside src, while waiting for hy to buy umbrellas cos i refused to get wet at all. :) helping sandy to repair her shoe.


playing with sparklers somewhere near the padang. cos we were so bored waiting, and to help get rid of the tiredness.

sandy, me, pohpoh at timbre after countdown. great music.

pohpoh and me. when sandy was alr feeling the effects of one mug of shandy. hehh.

zouk on 3rd jan. joyce. me. chengs. grace.

me and kuang.

kuang.chengs.me


alrights. thats all for now. going to walk my doggy now!!



lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/03/2007 10:09:00 pm | Put your comment here


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