at my third workplace now. asia pacific management institute. its a 2 hour a day job to fill in when the librarian and receptionist go for lunch. heh. pays well so i dont mind. and it takes up my time while sidney's away. yes. he left. im so sad. but i think its good for us cos it'll bring us closer together. the way he reacts to everything i do for him now is just so sweet. im melting. haha. when i sent him off at the airport it was like 1 am when he went in so his parents gave me a lift. super weird. well, its only been 2 days since he left. plehh. like 19 more days to go. anyhow, im sure it'll pass quickly with the 3 jobs i have in hand.
well, yest i found one person going to ntu biz- siyu!!yayy..haha. and then ninny msged me saying she was going to ntu accountancy..yippee. under the same school. hehh. and im hoping that charlotte can convince her parents to let her stay hostel. if not ill be roommate-less.
the past week, met some of the rgbballers. it was nice seeing some of them. and of course, lev's back. betty's coming back too!! and she's bringing me loads of chocs!!hehh..betty, get your ass back here quick!!!
and yes,ive decided contact is too rough a sport for me now. and national league is starting soon. hope i can play well. though im pretty scared im not up to it yet. i feel lost at training cos i dunno what freaking system we have for defence. im not used to it. it hasnt been even made clear to us properly. pleh. well just hoping..
well, yest i found one person going to ntu biz- siyu!!yayy..haha. and then ninny msged me saying she was going to ntu accountancy..yippee. under the same school. hehh. and im hoping that charlotte can convince her parents to let her stay hostel. if not ill be roommate-less.
the past week, met some of the rgbballers. it was nice seeing some of them. and of course, lev's back. betty's coming back too!! and she's bringing me loads of chocs!!hehh..betty, get your ass back here quick!!!
and yes,ive decided contact is too rough a sport for me now. and national league is starting soon. hope i can play well. though im pretty scared im not up to it yet. i feel lost at training cos i dunno what freaking system we have for defence. im not used to it. it hasnt been even made clear to us properly. pleh. well just hoping..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 5/31/2005 12:18:00 pm | Put your comment here
this is to save my blog from extinction. and yes so much has happened since ive updated. its always like that cos i hardly update.im at the freaking com like everyday but i'd just rather do everything else but blog. whatever i want to blog will just go through my head just like as if i'd be writing a diary entry. just that it's a mental run-through. so alright. update update. ive more or less decided on ntu after being caught between nus and ntu. and im trying to be optimistic about it. yup. praying for his entry to uni too. oh yes and so im gonna stay in hostel with charlotte! :) at least ive got a room mate. heh.
apart from uni, well, i quit my job. working at pre-rouge now. pretty fun. oh yes and im still happy!hehh. he's going to taiwan next week though. ill miss him tonnes and tonnes la. the past few weeks have been a blessing. ive come to realise there's this trend in our r/s now. which is us fighting when im getting my thing- when im pms-ing. yup. i'll just blow my top and scold him so bad. and its my fault. but he's been such a dear to put up with me and be patient. we've been through so much of shit together that im just grateful we've pulled through and grown stronger. the break-ups, and mistreatment and total hatred, the petty quarrels and not-so-petty quarrels etc. i realise our r/s has been influenced by so many things. by other pple. im tired of pple judging him as a bastard. regarding him as one without knowing him. and no matter what ill always stand up for him because he deserves it.
well, enough of him la. hehh. oh yess,i got the ngee ann job again. so that means more money!!yayy. and there's contsct traingin. and may join src touch. and national league is starting soon! have to train harder. and theres *****. thats a problem. sighh. i dont want friendships to be ruined but im compelled to pull away. pleh. so im becoming more incoherent cos im just freaking tired. im gonna go tuck myself into bed. oh ya, pple going to ntu business please tell me!!!!i still dont know a single soul going there. pleh. nights.
apart from uni, well, i quit my job. working at pre-rouge now. pretty fun. oh yes and im still happy!hehh. he's going to taiwan next week though. ill miss him tonnes and tonnes la. the past few weeks have been a blessing. ive come to realise there's this trend in our r/s now. which is us fighting when im getting my thing- when im pms-ing. yup. i'll just blow my top and scold him so bad. and its my fault. but he's been such a dear to put up with me and be patient. we've been through so much of shit together that im just grateful we've pulled through and grown stronger. the break-ups, and mistreatment and total hatred, the petty quarrels and not-so-petty quarrels etc. i realise our r/s has been influenced by so many things. by other pple. im tired of pple judging him as a bastard. regarding him as one without knowing him. and no matter what ill always stand up for him because he deserves it.
well, enough of him la. hehh. oh yess,i got the ngee ann job again. so that means more money!!yayy. and there's contsct traingin. and may join src touch. and national league is starting soon! have to train harder. and theres *****. thats a problem. sighh. i dont want friendships to be ruined but im compelled to pull away. pleh. so im becoming more incoherent cos im just freaking tired. im gonna go tuck myself into bed. oh ya, pple going to ntu business please tell me!!!!i still dont know a single soul going there. pleh. nights.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 5/21/2005 01:20:00 am | Put your comment here
oh yesss. i got into ntu business school!im happy!!!hehh..yes..got some hi tea shit on sun but i can go cos im working! bahh. the thing with ntu is that i know of no one going to the business school except myself. who evers going tell me k!hehh..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 5/04/2005 12:37:00 pm | Put your comment here
im at the office..again. well, at least ive finally finally finally told my boss im quitting. charlotte will take over. and ill go work at pre rouge happily. todays my first day at work. but ill be missing training.pleh. well,im looking forward to the end of the week. to leave this god forsaken work. he can only come out on sat afternoon but im working!!!argh.well,im gonna rush down to his house to see him if i get the time. at least days are going by well. im still happy longest record ever. heh. monday wasnt too good in a way yet im grateful for it. cos i learnt soo much. im learning to place my trust in him cos he genuinely loves me and cares for me. which is a heart warming thought. and ive decided not to be too selfish anymore.
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lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 5/04/2005 12:04:00 pm | Put your comment here
