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Wednesday, August 30, 2006

that friday night, when the spirit was low, all feelings that were present were negative, frustrated, upset, disappointed, pissed off. all i wanted was a shoulder to cry on, a warm,reassuring hug. someone to lean on. this doesnt in anyways show my dependence. just that sometimes i ought to have a right to feel this way.

ive got a million thoughts running around my mind all at the same time. things to worry about. my tonsillitis, the infections. and somehow i miss my mum. yes. she'd so know how to take good care of me. cos i cant even do that on my own in hall. quitting ivp as well, both netball and soccer.

managed to catch up with amanda today. finally. until now, everyone asks me to find a new bf. hahh..friends, do yu really think finding a bf is like grocery shopping?? and my friends should know how i feel when it comes to such stuff.

much unsettled issues to iron out. get myself settled down for school as well. and i do remember i have to put up a sign, 'i want my space. leave me alone.' and 'food costs money.' for reasons known to few. but yes. people, give me my space. the room's not a store room but my room!

back to house season 2 now!


lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 8/30/2006 06:47:00 pm | Put your comment here

Sunday, August 27, 2006

im back here after quite some time. having trouble typing with the newly attached acryllic nails. and im scared the nail art will spoil and crystals will drop off. been so freaking busy for the past month right from foc onwards. not much space to breathe thanks to DnD preparations. so, DnD ended last night. dont know whether i should call it a success. left me super tired but not satisfied. to the audience, it was a great show and im happy for that. just the organising part and sponsors part got me a bit worried. and rather pissed off. so much excitement and anticipation on my side for DnD. went to get a pretty dress, which burned a hole in my pocket. got everything for DnD. which was way more ex than prom. did my nails as well. on the day itself yest, i was freaking tired, throat started hurting again, no proper food as well. and so i went on and dressed up, did my smoky-eyed make up and puufy hair with glitter and all, and then itall came to nothing. running around trying to rectify mistakes clear things up, left me drained by the end of the night. enough to not want to take pics and just sit around feeling fucked up, pissed off with no mood at all. a regret to let DnD end of with such a note for me. but well, some things cant be helped. grateful for leon and yihao being there for me. =) two guys i can really count on.

so now all i wanna do is get my work back on track, thin about myself, my priorities and i really dont wanna give a fuck about too many people from now on. lead my own life. there are people ive missed in this month or so. my roomie dearest, levina whom i think has flown off to the states again, the rg netballers, sa classmates. time for some catching up as well.

ive also decided to quit ivp netball and soccer. just dont wanna push myself anymore. im losing this zest for sports i used to have previously. now all i wanna do is be a girl.

this is so not a happy post. im not happy. and im tired. so off i go. so much for updating. boo.


lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 8/27/2006 02:41:00 am | Put your comment here

Sunday, August 13, 2006

the past 2 week's been really busy, never been this busy before. lacking sleep. hae to keep running ard. i even get tired of replying peopls sms. have yet to step foot into school. really bad start to the new sem. so hopefull this coming week will be better. fittings and photoshoot are over so there's more breathing space. time to get down to some studying and catching up.

yest was the first time in a really long time i went out. caught the fireworks which was really really pretty. =) never got a chance to watch fireworks for many many years. watched it from swissotel's 70th storey. great view. company was right. loved last night. though i was so damn tired.

pageant training's underway. love the contestants for this year. fun lot of people.

time to get back to hall now. =)


lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 8/13/2006 03:20:00 pm | Put your comment here


sadaf. 19. rgs-sajc-ntu business. netball.

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