from today till monday its gonna be accounts accounts accounts. damnn. had a pretty nice day today that ended well. it encourages me to study. for the first time in i-dont-know-how-long, i had a good sleep of 8 hours. :) that meant skipping stats lect.but hey, im like way behind stats already so i wouldnt have understood shit. marketing tutorial today was fun. guess that word sums it all. really. am not gonna skip any marketing tutorials. ambar is so funny. had a good time participating in class discusison thanks to jingwen's tutorial ws. heh. thanks babe! ambar must be thinking im some smart ass who does her tutorial the right way and knows her work. haha. i do get a kick out of this. and yes, our dear amanda had to embarrass me by telling the whole class i love taking photos so the class took one together today!!arrrghhhhh. and yes, after hearing ambar's stories of ben and jerry's franchising, setting up of businesses etc, im very inspired to do something to that extent when im done with my degree. and as ambar says, 'it'll only take yu 300k.' haha. yes. only. marketing lect later in the day after a long long time. haha. with shi ting and amanda. never gonna skip it again too. i simplyforgot how funny hooi den huan is and how interesting he can make lectures. isnt it amazing hearing sadaf talk about work being interesting??haha. yess. something very new since a long long time. how about since i was born?? haha. but hey, this only applies to marketing! :) did a coke survey after that to choose ad advert for their coke lime add for them. loved the second one which had a nice jingle to it. really captures the attention of the public. and took 2 coke limes.has yet to be launched. havent tried it though. one for me and one for sidney! and now im back home after a long journey on the mrt with jacelynn. failed to reach back in time for the 9pm show though. well, there's tmr.
sidney's present is underway thanks to evan helping me download photoshop and teaching me how to use it. :) thanks girl! i still need more pics!!better force him to take some on sunday and complete it. happy happy me. and yess. he called. finally. said he was really busy. went to tekong and all so couldnt call. well, he's forgiven. good to hear him all chirpy on the phone with me eventhough he was tired. im sad i cant spend much time with him this weekend though. plehh. and stupid ocs requires him to book in on sun evening when they only let him book out sat night. poof.
well, i should get down to studying noww. at least one lecture. :)
sidney's present is underway thanks to evan helping me download photoshop and teaching me how to use it. :) thanks girl! i still need more pics!!better force him to take some on sunday and complete it. happy happy me. and yess. he called. finally. said he was really busy. went to tekong and all so couldnt call. well, he's forgiven. good to hear him all chirpy on the phone with me eventhough he was tired. im sad i cant spend much time with him this weekend though. plehh. and stupid ocs requires him to book in on sun evening when they only let him book out sat night. poof.
well, i should get down to studying noww. at least one lecture. :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/30/2005 01:25:00 am | Put your comment here
accounting written report was bad!!!bad to the extreme mann. urgh. im pissed. there goes the hope of doing well for accounting. stats is dead. so is fm. so is marketing the only thing i have to depend on noww?? damn damn damn. and accounting test on mon. fuck. fm presentation soon. marketing yet again. pepsi pepsi pepsi. i dont like pepsi. after ages of not appearing for stats tutorial, i made my guest appearance today. thats cos i had no choice- presentation to do. and guess what i saw??5 people in class. out of 20. WOW!!so it helped ease the guilt of not going for tutorial. who would seriously wanna sit there and listen to pan jing talk to herself. and the lack of sleep made me really cranky today. yess. the lack of food today.
speaking of the lack of things, im experiencing the lack of some tlc. yess, as faith said im always talking about sidney in my posts. today is no different. hehh. but hey, i did include other things too right? anyways, i havent heard from him in like forever!!since sunday that it. think he's gone oufield or something. i dont worry nowadays cos i trust him more. trust our r/s bonds more. but ya, i miss him!! and im gonna be busy with netball stuff and studying for accounting test this weekend. think i wont be able to spend much time with him. sadd. army sucks. gonna go home tmr. hopefull will be able to study more at home. disney channel also enticing me to go home. heh. and of course looking forward to great home cooked food. :)
and yes, as yu all can tell,ive got a tagboard at the request of many people who complain they cant say anything after reading my blog. so yu guys better use it!!cos if not ill take it down. never actually liked the idea of having a tag-board, making my blog rather public. but hell, many people are coming to know about it and it doesnt matter anymore. just have to watch what i say cos i have this habut of shooting my mouth off about anything or everything without thinking about the consequences. :) yeap. that's it. back to accounting noww.
-living like a hermit from noww-
speaking of the lack of things, im experiencing the lack of some tlc. yess, as faith said im always talking about sidney in my posts. today is no different. hehh. but hey, i did include other things too right? anyways, i havent heard from him in like forever!!since sunday that it. think he's gone oufield or something. i dont worry nowadays cos i trust him more. trust our r/s bonds more. but ya, i miss him!! and im gonna be busy with netball stuff and studying for accounting test this weekend. think i wont be able to spend much time with him. sadd. army sucks. gonna go home tmr. hopefull will be able to study more at home. disney channel also enticing me to go home. heh. and of course looking forward to great home cooked food. :)
and yes, as yu all can tell,ive got a tagboard at the request of many people who complain they cant say anything after reading my blog. so yu guys better use it!!cos if not ill take it down. never actually liked the idea of having a tag-board, making my blog rather public. but hell, many people are coming to know about it and it doesnt matter anymore. just have to watch what i say cos i have this habut of shooting my mouth off about anything or everything without thinking about the consequences. :) yeap. that's it. back to accounting noww.
-living like a hermit from noww-
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/28/2005 11:16:00 pm | Put your comment here
im dead tired. fm individual project kept me awake and stressed the whole night!! gahh. well,it's over. the old sadaf would have just been glad that it's over, but i know i didnt do it well. i know its screwed. i know i missed out certain oarts. but i was just too tired to alter anything. especially when yu realise it right at the end. pleh. and i screwed fm test. im screwing everyhhing up. and i really don't want to. i have to get my act right. it's time to start thinking of myself only. do what i want.
left fm seminar halfway cos i just dont know whats going on. everything has to be done on my own now. just when i thought the projects were over, there's stats to do later, for a freaking presentation tmr. and there's fm group project, which i would rather call an individual project cos everyone has to do on a company individually first which is basically the bulk of the project. pretty tied down by so many things. marketing case study has yet to come. and there's accounting test next week!!!
softball training yest was fun, though im getting blisters and my muscles are achingg. bahh. netball's on wed. damn. dont feel like going.
there's just one thing thats keeping me going.
and now, my project group mate is pissing me off!!!!!arghh..
left fm seminar halfway cos i just dont know whats going on. everything has to be done on my own now. just when i thought the projects were over, there's stats to do later, for a freaking presentation tmr. and there's fm group project, which i would rather call an individual project cos everyone has to do on a company individually first which is basically the bulk of the project. pretty tied down by so many things. marketing case study has yet to come. and there's accounting test next week!!!
softball training yest was fun, though im getting blisters and my muscles are achingg. bahh. netball's on wed. damn. dont feel like going.
there's just one thing thats keeping me going.
and now, my project group mate is pissing me off!!!!!arghh..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/27/2005 03:09:00 pm | Put your comment here
the past 2 days have been so great. really happy over many things. ive realised when things go right for me where it matters the most, everyhting else seems right. here i mean that my mentality, the way i view situations changes to be more positive. :) yes, yu can tell how happy i am. its the little things in life that make me happy. met the a11 people last night. really miss them. but hey, we're going over to bunny's room on thurs!! :) and something worth mentioning, i felt somehow very happy with him by my side. very comfortable. very proud. well, not proud as in haughty but proud as in...yu know.. yes. hehh. we're still going strong no matter how many bumps along the way. and its really something to be proud of. especially when i used to see alvin and faith, jeff and siyu all happy together when we were always having problems. heh. :)
and we met today too. went to watch red shoes. stupid show but the company made up for it. the little things again. yess,i so am gushing to myself. but a girls gotta be allowed to do that.
and we met today too. went to watch red shoes. stupid show but the company made up for it. the little things again. yess,i so am gushing to myself. but a girls gotta be allowed to do that.
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lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/25/2005 05:34:00 pm | Put your comment here
back home today..its been a while since ive scome home on a friday. incentive- disney channel. yes, i sound really childish but i dont care. because disney channel is just so nice to watch. beats staying in hall on a sat feeling like shit for certain reasons that shan't be disclosed just to be on the safe side. there's seniors farewell tomorrow. same time as when im supposed to meet the a11 people. dont know whether i should go. there's fm individual project to do. and there's stats. which i know shit about.
my muscles are all aching from training. must be all the jumping mr goh made us do. no muscles were spared. even the ribs hurt. garhh. didnt go for club training again today. have things to sort out first.
having 2nd thoughts about continuing my stay in hall next academic year for various reasons. one being that i get so involved in hall activities and divert my attention form my studies. then there's the fact that staying in hall makes your life revolve around hall ONLY. poof. i have no life outside hall nowadays. and im drifting from all my friends. well, more like i've drifted. but then there's always making new friends which i definitely have in hall. and not staying in hall would mean drifting from them. but like jacelynn said, we cant have the best of both worlds. yu gain some yu lose some. thats life. shites.
my muscles are all aching from training. must be all the jumping mr goh made us do. no muscles were spared. even the ribs hurt. garhh. didnt go for club training again today. have things to sort out first.
having 2nd thoughts about continuing my stay in hall next academic year for various reasons. one being that i get so involved in hall activities and divert my attention form my studies. then there's the fact that staying in hall makes your life revolve around hall ONLY. poof. i have no life outside hall nowadays. and im drifting from all my friends. well, more like i've drifted. but then there's always making new friends which i definitely have in hall. and not staying in hall would mean drifting from them. but like jacelynn said, we cant have the best of both worlds. yu gain some yu lose some. thats life. shites.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/23/2005 11:05:00 pm | Put your comment here
im so relieved. marketing project's over. so is fm test. 2 things off my mind. hehh. :) but theres stats presentation noww. and fm mini case. garhh. but thats not as important. and oh, let me indluge a bit here. my marketing presentation went well!!!! :) the tutor praised us. am happy that for once i have a great project group that actually does well together. the week is coming to an end which means another happy thing. i can see my darlingg. :) thats good. hehh.
oh yes.. is nana's birthday. and jacelynn's too.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! :)
time to go talk cock with jingwen,jace and leon.
im beggining to enjoy hall life in a different way again. though there's some discontentment here and there.. im happy!! :)
oh yes.. is nana's birthday. and jacelynn's too.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! :)
time to go talk cock with jingwen,jace and leon.
im beggining to enjoy hall life in a different way again. though there's some discontentment here and there.. im happy!! :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/23/2005 12:06:00 am | Put your comment here
today's really bad. sigh. he told me he's leaving for taiwan on 10th oct. thats so soon. what more he just got back from brunei. sigh. how bad can the day get. oh no it doesnt stop there..he wants to celebrate our anniversary when he gets back which upset me a bit. cos im gonna be having my exams when he gets back. poof. and it'll be like whats the point of even celebrating one month after?? argh. he makes me angry and upset but i dont know how to tell him nicely. i dont know how to get my msg across. i just wish he would put in more effort.
didnt go back to hall. really lazy and i just dont feel like facing a million pple today. will go back early tmr morn.
didnt go back to hall. really lazy and i just dont feel like facing a million pple today. will go back early tmr morn.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/18/2005 10:10:00 pm | Put your comment here
betty was right. i should never have any expectations. because im always let down. i should have learnt this by now. i should have known. i did anticipate it would happen but there's always that hope that maybe things would be different this time. unfortunately im let down once again. that aint anything new. bah. my emotions are so topsy turvy right now. maybe its the pms-ing thingy. i really hope so. it normally is. next week, ill look back on this post and think how stupid i was to say these things and feel this way for that matter. go back to hall soon or not?? maybe i wont. im getting real lazy. still dunno what to buy. 2 over weeks left!! and i wanna shop!! but i cant do that with no money. :( oh yes, and des asked me about going to uk next year, for like 7 weeks. cool! im interested. but, 1) estimated cost is 6k!!!! how fucking ex is that. 2) its for 7 weeks!! i'll miss my darling like crazyy. ive got to find a way to get that much money by then. we'll see.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/18/2005 02:04:00 pm | Put your comment here
meng left. :( sent her off earlier. met my darling before that. and bein with him makes me really happy. like the silly things he does. the way he plays ard with me. and although we spendvery little time together, its very fulfilling. but leaves me longing to stay with him for longer. thats why goodbyes with him are long. cos i never wanna leave. see, undestand now baby? hehh. there's still lots of work to do. but i just cant seem to get down to it cos its so taxing. sigh. im really happy today cos he suggested meeting tmr for dinner. really glad to be able to see him again. yu know army is so depriving that i sound like an idiot indulging in such trivial stuff. heh. but i dont care. :) there i go again. well, its been quite a good closure to this not very good week. still in a dillemma as to what to get him though. think quick sadaf!!!
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/18/2005 12:19:00 am | Put your comment here
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/16/2005 09:40:00 pm | Put your comment here
i seem to blog only when things get bothersome. everything aint going right except maybe for one thing. im lagging in my work real badd. stats presentation.how?? crap. i know shit about stats. and there's marketing too. and of course fm test. which is damn screwy. urgh. and things are getting very political nowadays. i hate it. trying to distance myself from it. but wherever yu go, theres bound to be politics. which sucks big time. this one week break wasnt so much of a break in the end. stayed in hall to attempt to study which wasnt a total success. last sat pissed me off big time. except shopping with jacelyn. hehh. but im majorly broke. depending on the piggy for money now. and piggy's the only good thing in my life right now. i hope. hehh. but we havent talked much. which isnt good. hopefully things will improve. we're coming to 2 years and its been quite a ride. and im glad we're going strong. zouk for the past 2 weeks was great. a pity that meng's leaving. clubbing with them is damn fun. probably my best clubbing group ever. :) my post is very incoherent. just ramblings. cos im too lazy to organise my thoughts. hopefully will get to see my piggy today. :) the only thing that keeps me going the whole week is the nearing of the weekend to see him every week. army and uni is very taxing and many pple say that we wont last cos of that but i choose to think otherwise. and no. im not trying real hard to convince myself but its sth i strongly believe in. just because i know how much i love him and how much he loves me. :) and lately ive been on a high of our r/s. but cant d much for him nowadays cos im broke. :( at a loss what to get him for our 2 yrs. and im broke but i wanna make him happy. better think of sth soon. just one thing that that i may have a complain about is that sometimes i would like to be pampered too. but i guess its okay. ive made many adjusments and compromises and one more wont hurt to make this work cos i believe he is making his own compromises nowadays too.
looks like we've made it.
look how far we've come my baby.
we might've took the long way.
we knew we'd get there someday.
they said,'ill bet they'll never make it'
but just look at us holding on.
we're still together still going strong.
yure still the one i run to.
the one that i belong to.
yu're still the one i want for life.
yu're still the one that i love.
the only one i dream of.
yu're still the one i kiss goodnight.
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hey dear, im so glad i have yu. the trying situations we're always in, have brought us closer and stronger. no matter the lack of time spent together, we cherish eery moment we have. and i love yu for that. i love yu for being yu. for the way yu get angry. your laugh and smile. for the way yu scold me all the time because yu care. the way yu always stay on the phone even though yu hate talking on the phone.for your patience with me in everyway. your open-mouthed sleeping. for the little tummy. and every little thing about yu. love yu!
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/16/2005 03:50:00 pm | Put your comment here
theres a danger in loving somebody too much
and its sad when yu know its your heart yu cant trust
there's a reason why people dpnt stay where they are
cos baby sometimes love just aint enough
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/03/2005 04:24:00 pm | Put your comment here
