exams are over. but it doesnt feel as good as i thought it'd be. there's too much time on hands now i guess. somehow i feel contented wi th life the way it is right now. yet i know ive left so many of my friends out of it. life rotates around hall friends. thats it. yet, i know my friends are also having their own lives now. with the people around them. so if i were to make time for them would it matter? sigh. life goes on. my life's now so different. i dont wanna see any part of my life from before. i dont know if anyone would understand what im saying but well. its time to close this chapter and continue this great life. one week's timeframe. thats it.
for now its time to find work and shop!! =)
for now its time to find work and shop!! =)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 4/29/2006 08:39:00 pm | Put your comment here
its been a while. the exams are still on going. but im taking a breather for now. 3 papers down. one to go. many many things happen all the time. hehh. im just glad 3 papers are down although they've been rather disappointing. times spent studying everyday has been torturous with a few redeeming factors. :) staying in hall for such a long period without going home has actually made me enjoy staying in hall more and i dont really miss home though i thought i'd miss coming home but i dont. kinda feels weird being home. dont really know what to do here. and its rather unfamiliar. home is like a transit point now. dont know how ill survive 3 months at home after the exams.
there's that funny feeling im having now.
stop thinking this way sadaf.
there's that funny feeling im having now.
stop thinking this way sadaf.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 4/22/2006 12:33:00 am | Put your comment here
i hate finding out things about yu. im over it. but i just dont like it. still friends? i wish those words were a lie. a big fat lie. i feel cheated. for all that i do. for all that i nother to do. but now im not going to anymore. but ill never stop. never stop to think once more.
i hate staying at home feeling ill. cos i dont get anything done. im gonna hate going back to hall after all thats happened. i wish i didnt know anything. what yu dont know cant harm yu. esp if it doesnt involve yu. but when yu know things yu wanna help your friends. why have that bugging conscience. please spare me cos i dont need this anymore. i wish i could help but i cant. maybe i dont want to anymore. im being selfish. cos i have to be. ive done so much for my friends. its time i think about myself. i dont wanna go back to hall. but i need to get my ass down to studying.
something, actually many things put me in this stupid position and induce ridiculous thoughts and feelings that hold yu down. bug yu. bother yu. disrupt your studies. when i dont need it the most.
will i regret what i say? maybe. maybe not. just for once, let me not care. let me put everything behind me.
wish yu know who yu are. looks forward for that one moment of happiness everyday
i hate staying at home feeling ill. cos i dont get anything done. im gonna hate going back to hall after all thats happened. i wish i didnt know anything. what yu dont know cant harm yu. esp if it doesnt involve yu. but when yu know things yu wanna help your friends. why have that bugging conscience. please spare me cos i dont need this anymore. i wish i could help but i cant. maybe i dont want to anymore. im being selfish. cos i have to be. ive done so much for my friends. its time i think about myself. i dont wanna go back to hall. but i need to get my ass down to studying.
something, actually many things put me in this stupid position and induce ridiculous thoughts and feelings that hold yu down. bug yu. bother yu. disrupt your studies. when i dont need it the most.
will i regret what i say? maybe. maybe not. just for once, let me not care. let me put everything behind me.
wish yu know who yu are. looks forward for that one moment of happiness everyday
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 4/09/2006 04:58:00 pm | Put your comment here
