woke up not too long ago. and its christmas already. well then, merry christmas everyone!
i guess yu are really happy. :) that matters.
i guess yu are really happy. :) that matters.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/25/2006 02:33:00 am | Put your comment here
some photos since im dead bored and cant sleep yet.
arab street visit!
in a quaint little shop at the arab street area. it had all the old, vintage things, from toys to food to an old school barber shop chair and equipment. it even has a vintage vespa in the garden area.
arab street visit!
in a quaint little shop at the arab street area. it had all the old, vintage things, from toys to food to an old school barber shop chair and equipment. it even has a vintage vespa in the garden area. 
the 3 of us in the garden-ish area.
being the 'barber', and using the old-school hair dryer on grace.
one sat at MOS. girls night out. :)
love the photos joyce and grace took. :)
wanna post more but stupid bloggers going cranky on me. and my sis just invited me for a game of monopoly. its been a while since i played that game so why not! byebye boredom! :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/23/2006 11:15:00 pm | Put your comment here
another 2 matches down. netball match was won with ease, even with non-shooters playing shooters. played hall 11 if im not wrong. this morning was bball. against hall 12 again. and we kicked their ass right this time. our rightful win. gave them a thrashing. gonna meet hall 6 in the quarters though. tough road ahead. watching the guys match was really heart stopping. won 15 by a mere point, with the game advantage shifting back and forth between the teams. it was a do-or-die match for them as well, and they did it. :)
the hand hurts pretty bad though. and there's hockey on tues. which means ill have to go back to hall on christmas day itself. for now, its a well deserved break. i need it so bad.
and now i remember my intention of blogging- our candle light dinner in hall among the 4 of us. the menu planned was aglio olio, prawns, black pepper chicken, mushroom in soy sauce, calamari and desert. initially turkey slices were on the menu, but we just couldnt find turkey slices. and we got down to cooking in the 36 pantry tough i didnt do much. fatigue got to me so bad yest, i was pumping myself with red bull, 100 plus and smokes to keep myself awake. dinner was literally candle-lit. grace decorated the table in the tv lounge with candles from her room and we ate in candle-light and with sparklers sparkling away in the centre of the table. even amidst the fatigue, i enjoyed myself a lot. many photos were taken. but i have yet to receive them so photos another day, if i ever have the energy to upload them.
for now, its some well deserved rest for the next 2 days. am not looking forward to even going out at all. i just want sleep. and im just not one of those who enjoys christmas anyways.
no more bad dreams please. they leave a lingering, disturbing feeling.
the hand hurts pretty bad though. and there's hockey on tues. which means ill have to go back to hall on christmas day itself. for now, its a well deserved break. i need it so bad.
and now i remember my intention of blogging- our candle light dinner in hall among the 4 of us. the menu planned was aglio olio, prawns, black pepper chicken, mushroom in soy sauce, calamari and desert. initially turkey slices were on the menu, but we just couldnt find turkey slices. and we got down to cooking in the 36 pantry tough i didnt do much. fatigue got to me so bad yest, i was pumping myself with red bull, 100 plus and smokes to keep myself awake. dinner was literally candle-lit. grace decorated the table in the tv lounge with candles from her room and we ate in candle-light and with sparklers sparkling away in the centre of the table. even amidst the fatigue, i enjoyed myself a lot. many photos were taken. but i have yet to receive them so photos another day, if i ever have the energy to upload them.
for now, its some well deserved rest for the next 2 days. am not looking forward to even going out at all. i just want sleep. and im just not one of those who enjoys christmas anyways.
no more bad dreams please. they leave a lingering, disturbing feeling.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/23/2006 09:29:00 pm | Put your comment here
got a match at 8 am. and im unable to get to sleep. its irritating to have things bothering yu, on your mind at the wrong time. i see myself not sleeping tonight. have run out of red bull. wonder what will keep me going tmr. its netball match in the morn. contract bridge for a while. basketball training in the afternoon. support soccer if i can in the evening. and christmas dinner with the girls at night. hah. im so gonna die. ill def need red bull!!
leon and zhen hao just came up to my room. they turned my gloomy night around. :) thanks friends. always there at the right time even when yu dont know it. :) im a happy girl now. so maybe ill be able to sleep. and not dream the same disturbing dream again.
just dont think so much.
leon and zhen hao just came up to my room. they turned my gloomy night around. :) thanks friends. always there at the right time even when yu dont know it. :) im a happy girl now. so maybe ill be able to sleep. and not dream the same disturbing dream again.
just dont think so much.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/22/2006 04:26:00 am | Put your comment here
in the midst of ih now. few games have already been played. lost the 1st bball match to 12. won 10. meeting 12 again on sat where we're gonna kick their ass big time. for softball, won 10. lost to 12. gonna kick their ass again shld we meet them. cos we're the deserving winners for both. we've got a better team. netball's starting on fri. hockey's on thurs. and im really really tired already. its been trainings and trainings and games every single day. beginning to not understand why im putting in such effort when it takes a whole team effort and people dont even bother. look at our pitching. look at our attack for bball. its a shame. look at hockey training attendance. wtf. seriously. its just passion i guess. but i cant go on much longer. im burnt out. tired. mentally and physically.
keeping busy all day works. it gets yu away from everything, but the moment yu enter the room, into this world of your own, it catches up with yu no matter what. and yu just have to deal with. face it. maybe after all, what yu feel isnt the right feeling. we all make mistakes. this may be a misjudgement. get it in your head.
i miss my friends. grace, chengs.
just wanna get away from hall for a while. escape. have some different kind of fun. mag and zhen, come back soon. wish meng was around this hols.
im hungryyyyyy. if only i didnt have to go down to cook char mee.
if i wrote yu a symphony, just to say how much yu mean to me.
keeping busy all day works. it gets yu away from everything, but the moment yu enter the room, into this world of your own, it catches up with yu no matter what. and yu just have to deal with. face it. maybe after all, what yu feel isnt the right feeling. we all make mistakes. this may be a misjudgement. get it in your head.
i miss my friends. grace, chengs.
just wanna get away from hall for a while. escape. have some different kind of fun. mag and zhen, come back soon. wish meng was around this hols.
im hungryyyyyy. if only i didnt have to go down to cook char mee.
if i wrote yu a symphony, just to say how much yu mean to me.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/20/2006 02:22:00 am | Put your comment here
everybody's changing, i dont know why, and i dont feel the same
its just me being me. maybe its just great that i can keep myself busy with the countless ih trainings once again. yu just get too tired for everything else. too tired to even think much. well hopefully. and sometimes i just wanna be taken away.
there's a conflict within me i have to fight off.
yure happy, then im happy. :)
its just me being me. maybe its just great that i can keep myself busy with the countless ih trainings once again. yu just get too tired for everything else. too tired to even think much. well hopefully. and sometimes i just wanna be taken away.
there's a conflict within me i have to fight off.
yure happy, then im happy. :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/08/2006 04:54:00 am | Put your comment here
just back from a late night show/supper with leon,zh,leslie,vane and joanna. brainless would be an understatement for tenacious d. gosh. beyond brainless. but funny. its been ages since ive gone to catch a show. very much unlike last time when it was a weekly affair. then it was supper at geylang, which made it very much convenient to get home. its gonna be a looooong day tmr and i dont know what im doing up now. meeting sand in the morn to go for the IT fair to get my harddisk and speakers. then its to zhens bday. will be going back to sa for a friendly with the juniors after that. then rush back home i guess to pack and go back hall before coming out to meet yihao to chill. yup. =) sounds like a good busy plan. much unlike the past 2 days since ive been home and boring myself to death so i can please my parents just by being 'around'.
home's been unfamiliar. didnt look forward to moving unlike the last time. the areas good, convenient in a sense. everything's pretty much nearby except the damn mrt station. but its just diff. and i find less things to be able to do. so i stoned most of the time, and thought about dnd stuff. and went for a jog with my dog! heh. which felt good. but even tv is becoming so boring. give me more greys and heroes.
so i did sth stupid(everyone would so agree its stupid) on wed night after mambo and getting really high till i puked outside zouk majorly. but i didnt embarrass myself like the last time. :) but yes, it was an emo drunk thing and i just gave in to a MOMENT of weakness. i didnt wake up feeling anything i said i felt but i regretted cos i prob didnt mean half the things i said. but yes, it happened this way and i cant undo it. live with it. :)
so many things to do this hols. now theres even isg netball to settle considering so many of the ivp netballers are not even going to play. oh sigh. and i need that netball pole!! urgh. and the balls! oh well, theres tmr to settle all that.
i feel like a really lucky girl to have so many close friends around, and i count my blessing for that. for the lack of some stuff, i have this. and im grateful. :) thanks friends.
now for some rest.
- yu can fly so high, keep your gaze upon the sky,
ill be praying every step along the way
even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be far apart,
i love yu too much to make yu stay, baby, fly away-
malcolm asked her why he wasnt touched by what was said. all she could do was laugh. cos she knows its not him to think of things that way. she knows him too well. the frustruation. the irritation. she saw that coming, she said. but she just had to be that selfish bitch just for one day. but she knew she was wrong. for the time that she kept quiet wasnt justified by that one moment. a part of her did hope he'll be touched, she said. but that was all she wanted. maybe a bit of appreciation. but not getting any didnt upset her. and all she had to do was wake up the next day and go on with the life she knows now. she told me, she owes no one an explanation, or justification of her actions and feelings. to no one, but herself. shes leading her life for herself.
the story continues.
home's been unfamiliar. didnt look forward to moving unlike the last time. the areas good, convenient in a sense. everything's pretty much nearby except the damn mrt station. but its just diff. and i find less things to be able to do. so i stoned most of the time, and thought about dnd stuff. and went for a jog with my dog! heh. which felt good. but even tv is becoming so boring. give me more greys and heroes.
so i did sth stupid(everyone would so agree its stupid) on wed night after mambo and getting really high till i puked outside zouk majorly. but i didnt embarrass myself like the last time. :) but yes, it was an emo drunk thing and i just gave in to a MOMENT of weakness. i didnt wake up feeling anything i said i felt but i regretted cos i prob didnt mean half the things i said. but yes, it happened this way and i cant undo it. live with it. :)
so many things to do this hols. now theres even isg netball to settle considering so many of the ivp netballers are not even going to play. oh sigh. and i need that netball pole!! urgh. and the balls! oh well, theres tmr to settle all that.
i feel like a really lucky girl to have so many close friends around, and i count my blessing for that. for the lack of some stuff, i have this. and im grateful. :) thanks friends.
now for some rest.
- yu can fly so high, keep your gaze upon the sky,
ill be praying every step along the way
even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be far apart,
i love yu too much to make yu stay, baby, fly away-
malcolm asked her why he wasnt touched by what was said. all she could do was laugh. cos she knows its not him to think of things that way. she knows him too well. the frustruation. the irritation. she saw that coming, she said. but she just had to be that selfish bitch just for one day. but she knew she was wrong. for the time that she kept quiet wasnt justified by that one moment. a part of her did hope he'll be touched, she said. but that was all she wanted. maybe a bit of appreciation. but not getting any didnt upset her. and all she had to do was wake up the next day and go on with the life she knows now. she told me, she owes no one an explanation, or justification of her actions and feelings. to no one, but herself. shes leading her life for herself.
the story continues.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/03/2006 04:16:00 am | Put your comment here
