just back from a late night show/supper with leon,zh,leslie,vane and joanna. brainless would be an understatement for tenacious d. gosh. beyond brainless. but funny. its been ages since ive gone to catch a show. very much unlike last time when it was a weekly affair. then it was supper at geylang, which made it very much convenient to get home. its gonna be a looooong day tmr and i dont know what im doing up now. meeting sand in the morn to go for the IT fair to get my harddisk and speakers. then its to zhens bday. will be going back to sa for a friendly with the juniors after that. then rush back home i guess to pack and go back hall before coming out to meet yihao to chill. yup. =) sounds like a good busy plan. much unlike the past 2 days since ive been home and boring myself to death so i can please my parents just by being 'around'.
home's been unfamiliar. didnt look forward to moving unlike the last time. the areas good, convenient in a sense. everything's pretty much nearby except the damn mrt station. but its just diff. and i find less things to be able to do. so i stoned most of the time, and thought about dnd stuff. and went for a jog with my dog! heh. which felt good. but even tv is becoming so boring. give me more greys and heroes.
so i did sth stupid(everyone would so agree its stupid) on wed night after mambo and getting really high till i puked outside zouk majorly. but i didnt embarrass myself like the last time. :) but yes, it was an emo drunk thing and i just gave in to a MOMENT of weakness. i didnt wake up feeling anything i said i felt but i regretted cos i prob didnt mean half the things i said. but yes, it happened this way and i cant undo it. live with it. :)
so many things to do this hols. now theres even isg netball to settle considering so many of the ivp netballers are not even going to play. oh sigh. and i need that netball pole!! urgh. and the balls! oh well, theres tmr to settle all that.
i feel like a really lucky girl to have so many close friends around, and i count my blessing for that. for the lack of some stuff, i have this. and im grateful. :) thanks friends.
now for some rest.
- yu can fly so high, keep your gaze upon the sky,
ill be praying every step along the way
even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be far apart,
i love yu too much to make yu stay, baby, fly away-
malcolm asked her why he wasnt touched by what was said. all she could do was laugh. cos she knows its not him to think of things that way. she knows him too well. the frustruation. the irritation. she saw that coming, she said. but she just had to be that selfish bitch just for one day. but she knew she was wrong. for the time that she kept quiet wasnt justified by that one moment. a part of her did hope he'll be touched, she said. but that was all she wanted. maybe a bit of appreciation. but not getting any didnt upset her. and all she had to do was wake up the next day and go on with the life she knows now. she told me, she owes no one an explanation, or justification of her actions and feelings. to no one, but herself. shes leading her life for herself.
the story continues.
home's been unfamiliar. didnt look forward to moving unlike the last time. the areas good, convenient in a sense. everything's pretty much nearby except the damn mrt station. but its just diff. and i find less things to be able to do. so i stoned most of the time, and thought about dnd stuff. and went for a jog with my dog! heh. which felt good. but even tv is becoming so boring. give me more greys and heroes.
so i did sth stupid(everyone would so agree its stupid) on wed night after mambo and getting really high till i puked outside zouk majorly. but i didnt embarrass myself like the last time. :) but yes, it was an emo drunk thing and i just gave in to a MOMENT of weakness. i didnt wake up feeling anything i said i felt but i regretted cos i prob didnt mean half the things i said. but yes, it happened this way and i cant undo it. live with it. :)
so many things to do this hols. now theres even isg netball to settle considering so many of the ivp netballers are not even going to play. oh sigh. and i need that netball pole!! urgh. and the balls! oh well, theres tmr to settle all that.
i feel like a really lucky girl to have so many close friends around, and i count my blessing for that. for the lack of some stuff, i have this. and im grateful. :) thanks friends.
now for some rest.
- yu can fly so high, keep your gaze upon the sky,
ill be praying every step along the way
even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be far apart,
i love yu too much to make yu stay, baby, fly away-
malcolm asked her why he wasnt touched by what was said. all she could do was laugh. cos she knows its not him to think of things that way. she knows him too well. the frustruation. the irritation. she saw that coming, she said. but she just had to be that selfish bitch just for one day. but she knew she was wrong. for the time that she kept quiet wasnt justified by that one moment. a part of her did hope he'll be touched, she said. but that was all she wanted. maybe a bit of appreciation. but not getting any didnt upset her. and all she had to do was wake up the next day and go on with the life she knows now. she told me, she owes no one an explanation, or justification of her actions and feelings. to no one, but herself. shes leading her life for herself.
the story continues.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/03/2006 04:16:00 am | Put your comment here
