Wednesday, December 20, 2006
in the midst of ih now. few games have already been played. lost the 1st bball match to 12. won 10. meeting 12 again on sat where we're gonna kick their ass big time. for softball, won 10. lost to 12. gonna kick their ass again shld we meet them. cos we're the deserving winners for both. we've got a better team. netball's starting on fri. hockey's on thurs. and im really really tired already. its been trainings and trainings and games every single day. beginning to not understand why im putting in such effort when it takes a whole team effort and people dont even bother. look at our pitching. look at our attack for bball. its a shame. look at hockey training attendance. wtf. seriously. its just passion i guess. but i cant go on much longer. im burnt out. tired. mentally and physically. keeping busy all day works. it gets yu away from everything, but the moment yu enter the room, into this world of your own, it catches up with yu no matter what. and yu just have to deal with. face it. maybe after all, what yu feel isnt the right feeling. we all make mistakes. this may be a misjudgement. get it in your head. i miss my friends. grace, chengs. just wanna get away from hall for a while. escape. have some different kind of fun. mag and zhen, come back soon. wish meng was around this hols. im hungryyyyyy. if only i didnt have to go down to cook char mee. if i wrote yu a symphony, just to say how much yu mean to me.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/20/2006 02:22:00 am | Put your comment here
