just got back from kenneths 21st party. nice seeing the class people in a way. being away from everything else that has pissed me off lately. and yet, it isnt the best place to be when i wanna get away from upsetting things. and like mr peh says, we always end up talking about a lot of stuff whenever we meet. heh, life's interesting i guess.
ive come to realise the pain will always be there. one year's passed. the pain feels the same. just that as the days go by, it has had to be buried deeper and deeper within. and yu just get used to it such that yu think yu havent been hurting all this while. and sometimes when yu justwanna say something, let him know just a teeny weeny bit of what yu feel, yu end up leaving things as they are cos yu know he'll not like it so whats the point of it all. ive missed yu and i still do. but i guess thats it. yu live with the pain yourself. its been this way for so long and it will. when yu love someone yure able to let him go for him to be happy. and his life probably is. and thats why yu just keep quiet and bear the pain for as long as itll be there.
related lifes' happening to mr peh. he said, find an aim. do it soon. get life back on track. dont screw up. i know that. if only its that easy huhh. and this doesnt even include mr pain that just resurfaced. hooray.
ive come to realise the pain will always be there. one year's passed. the pain feels the same. just that as the days go by, it has had to be buried deeper and deeper within. and yu just get used to it such that yu think yu havent been hurting all this while. and sometimes when yu justwanna say something, let him know just a teeny weeny bit of what yu feel, yu end up leaving things as they are cos yu know he'll not like it so whats the point of it all. ive missed yu and i still do. but i guess thats it. yu live with the pain yourself. its been this way for so long and it will. when yu love someone yure able to let him go for him to be happy. and his life probably is. and thats why yu just keep quiet and bear the pain for as long as itll be there.
related lifes' happening to mr peh. he said, find an aim. do it soon. get life back on track. dont screw up. i know that. if only its that easy huhh. and this doesnt even include mr pain that just resurfaced. hooray.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/22/2006 02:04:00 am | Put your comment here
