a visit back to SA yesterday felt really good. visiting teachers with troy. a common thing most teachers said. go find a new bf in uni. i said come look at the standard of guys in ntu ma'am. hahh. and most said, get over sidney. he was such a distraction to yu in jc anyways. yu can do better than that. hahh. yes ma'am. im over him. but feelings remain. cant be helped! :) miss chua asked me not to talk to him entirely. hehh. cos he aint worth it. hahha. i wish i could ma'am. mrs ram called me a bitch. hahha. even teachers recognise that side of me. hehh. which isnt bad. being a bitch is good sometimes. :) and she even said i was a bad girl. boo.
SA brought back memories la. was nice yet it sucked. had a really nice chat with troy. and how we just get attracted to the wrong kind of person. hahh. and how what we fel for a person is always so strong. and up till now, i can still remember how it all started. the exact words in the msg. the days. 26th sept. friday night. awkward study date at marine parade. 6th oct. lit paper. not studying for hist. suntec macs. and blue flower. troy was so surprised. hehh. but yes. it matters that much.but yure happy now. and thats good.
people change and thats inevitable. it's the transitions stages that we go through. some things change, some dont though. ive changes quite a bit. but the bad habits stayed.
and thanks roomie. for taking care of me last night when i was rolling in bed in pain. makin my food hot. filling up my hot water bag. finding meds for me. :)
are my posts aways depressing?? heh. maybe its cos i use this as an ave to rant and release when im down.
thanks leon for the tag. i know yure there for me and care. :) thats why i trust yu with every dirty little secret of mine. :)
off to do japan project.
SA brought back memories la. was nice yet it sucked. had a really nice chat with troy. and how we just get attracted to the wrong kind of person. hahh. and how what we fel for a person is always so strong. and up till now, i can still remember how it all started. the exact words in the msg. the days. 26th sept. friday night. awkward study date at marine parade. 6th oct. lit paper. not studying for hist. suntec macs. and blue flower. troy was so surprised. hehh. but yes. it matters that much.but yure happy now. and thats good.
people change and thats inevitable. it's the transitions stages that we go through. some things change, some dont though. ive changes quite a bit. but the bad habits stayed.
and thanks roomie. for taking care of me last night when i was rolling in bed in pain. makin my food hot. filling up my hot water bag. finding meds for me. :)
are my posts aways depressing?? heh. maybe its cos i use this as an ave to rant and release when im down.
thanks leon for the tag. i know yure there for me and care. :) thats why i trust yu with every dirty little secret of mine. :)
off to do japan project.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/30/2006 02:12:00 pm | Put your comment here
