Wednesday, August 30, 2006
that friday night, when the spirit was low, all feelings that were present were negative, frustrated, upset, disappointed, pissed off. all i wanted was a shoulder to cry on, a warm,reassuring hug. someone to lean on. this doesnt in anyways show my dependence. just that sometimes i ought to have a right to feel this way. ive got a million thoughts running around my mind all at the same time. things to worry about. my tonsillitis, the infections. and somehow i miss my mum. yes. she'd so know how to take good care of me. cos i cant even do that on my own in hall. quitting ivp as well, both netball and soccer. managed to catch up with amanda today. finally. until now, everyone asks me to find a new bf. hahh..friends, do yu really think finding a bf is like grocery shopping?? and my friends should know how i feel when it comes to such stuff. much unsettled issues to iron out. get myself settled down for school as well. and i do remember i have to put up a sign, 'i want my space. leave me alone.' and 'food costs money.' for reasons known to few. but yes. people, give me my space. the room's not a store room but my room!back to house season 2 now!
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 8/30/2006 06:47:00 pm | Put your comment here
