im back here after quite some time. having trouble typing with the newly attached acryllic nails. and im scared the nail art will spoil and crystals will drop off. been so freaking busy for the past month right from foc onwards. not much space to breathe thanks to DnD preparations. so, DnD ended last night. dont know whether i should call it a success. left me super tired but not satisfied. to the audience, it was a great show and im happy for that. just the organising part and sponsors part got me a bit worried. and rather pissed off. so much excitement and anticipation on my side for DnD. went to get a pretty dress, which burned a hole in my pocket. got everything for DnD. which was way more ex than prom. did my nails as well. on the day itself yest, i was freaking tired, throat started hurting again, no proper food as well. and so i went on and dressed up, did my smoky-eyed make up and puufy hair with glitter and all, and then itall came to nothing. running around trying to rectify mistakes clear things up, left me drained by the end of the night. enough to not want to take pics and just sit around feeling fucked up, pissed off with no mood at all. a regret to let DnD end of with such a note for me. but well, some things cant be helped. grateful for leon and yihao being there for me. =) two guys i can really count on.
so now all i wanna do is get my work back on track, thin about myself, my priorities and i really dont wanna give a fuck about too many people from now on. lead my own life. there are people ive missed in this month or so. my roomie dearest, levina whom i think has flown off to the states again, the rg netballers, sa classmates. time for some catching up as well.
ive also decided to quit ivp netball and soccer. just dont wanna push myself anymore. im losing this zest for sports i used to have previously. now all i wanna do is be a girl.
this is so not a happy post. im not happy. and im tired. so off i go. so much for updating. boo.
so now all i wanna do is get my work back on track, thin about myself, my priorities and i really dont wanna give a fuck about too many people from now on. lead my own life. there are people ive missed in this month or so. my roomie dearest, levina whom i think has flown off to the states again, the rg netballers, sa classmates. time for some catching up as well.
ive also decided to quit ivp netball and soccer. just dont wanna push myself anymore. im losing this zest for sports i used to have previously. now all i wanna do is be a girl.
this is so not a happy post. im not happy. and im tired. so off i go. so much for updating. boo.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 8/27/2006 02:41:00 am | Put your comment here
