just the slightest thing makes me upset noww. seeing bits and pieces of it makes me sad already. im glad idont know more. eventually, its all about suffering in silence cos no one can really do anything about it. maybe everyone else but me. i can. its not that im choosing not to. try being in my shoes. feeling this way. its not fun. it isnt. i cant begin to even express how much i want this feeling to disappear and not influence my emotions and life.
faltering shall not be an option anymore. 2 years of my 20 years. its measely. so it shouldnt matter. but i lived my life in that 2 years.
but yes, no more faltering.
yu be happy. that matters. sometimes what we want for ourselves is not important.
time. will tell every story.
one day yu will see.
i dont know whether to start hating yu to make things easier. but i will never bring myself to. no matter what.
"Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside."
faltering shall not be an option anymore. 2 years of my 20 years. its measely. so it shouldnt matter. but i lived my life in that 2 years.
but yes, no more faltering.
yu be happy. that matters. sometimes what we want for ourselves is not important.
time. will tell every story.
one day yu will see.
i dont know whether to start hating yu to make things easier. but i will never bring myself to. no matter what.
"Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside."
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 7/01/2006 02:40:00 am | Put your comment here
