so many of yu are trying to help me. to get me out of this sadness. i really appreciate it. ive never wanted to feel this way or dwell on things for that matter. it just comes everytime im alone. grace says im pathetic. hah. i know that. i feel that way too. been keeping myself busy to get the thoughts away. they just end up creeping back in. the feeling just somehow comes back again. sigh. im just pathetic huh. :)
someone told me to let him know what im feeling. but will it help? what will be the point of saying all that i will say? nth really. cos its over. i know that. its drilled into my system already. i asked someone, whats the point of loving someone if yu know yure never gonna get that back in return, and she said love is selfless. yu dont love someone to expect sth back. its never selfish. which is so true. i love him. but i dont expect it back. and thats why i never want him to know.
some say i love so stupidly. maybe thats true. im still young. ill learn. =)
nyc please fund the indo trip. i need to do something meaningful. im waiting for sch to start again. or rather till foc period. i like being busy nowadays. :)
someone told me to let him know what im feeling. but will it help? what will be the point of saying all that i will say? nth really. cos its over. i know that. its drilled into my system already. i asked someone, whats the point of loving someone if yu know yure never gonna get that back in return, and she said love is selfless. yu dont love someone to expect sth back. its never selfish. which is so true. i love him. but i dont expect it back. and thats why i never want him to know.
some say i love so stupidly. maybe thats true. im still young. ill learn. =)
nyc please fund the indo trip. i need to do something meaningful. im waiting for sch to start again. or rather till foc period. i like being busy nowadays. :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 6/02/2006 05:59:00 pm | Put your comment here
