Sunday, June 04, 2006
out with sandy, hongying and rain in town yest before catching a movie and going off to chengs house house to stay over. i received a call while still sleeping yesterday afternoon. it was from rain. checking up on me. to see if im all right. :) to ask me to take care. she told me what i told her hit her yesterday. about how yu think about him holding someone else's hand and in someone else's arms. kissing that someone else. its just that feeling that sucks. well ,thanks friend for caring.benchwarmers was a great show to watch when in that state. just laugh throughout the whole show. light hearted and just really nice. while getting dvds to watch, chengs said we cant watch anything lovey dovey. hahha. cos i'd feel sad all over again. it was nice going over for our 'panty party'. hehh. :) telling her everything thats been happening, then watching shows, sleeping like pigs and continuing our shows today. :) even in my dream it didnt leave me alone. tried so hard to change the dream but it didnt work. so silly.yet, when he spoke to me just now, i kinad liked it but i had to stop talking after a while. thanks to chengs ive been searching for really meaningful grey's quotes. found really nice ones. there'll be daily quotes now. or whenever i blog that it. :)i really cant wait for levina to come back.and yu too betty, thanks for the tags. i really had the urge to actually go over to adelaide and find yu but money doesnt fall from the sky. hehh .ya. pls come back soon k?have decided to move back home after this week. nothing in hall anymore. no one really stays there anymore. sigh. so ill just move around from home. will try to transfer my driving to ubi. crosses fingers. quote for the day:"You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true."
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 6/04/2006 11:53:00 pm | Put your comment here
