Thursday, May 04, 2006
615am and im still awake. waiting to drop rain's sis to sch. and buy macs breakfast. =) life's been good. been staying in hall eversince exams have ended, going out now and then, accompanying grace kuang to study while i watch my shows. all's good. life's really good. things may be missing here and there. but i really am happy. i cant demand more to justify this happiness. somehow, feeling happy with the people in my life right now, i wanna keep my past behind me and people in it. that's bad. but i guess a part of me is afraid to face the past. a part of this past is my present and if i cant face it, it'll be bad. doing whatever we want at weird times of the day/night. waking sandy up and singing songs loudly at 5 am together. its stupid but fun. coming up with plan 1, 2.2, 2.3 etc..just for one day of going out together. tv lounge studying sessions. then the techno plaza where we pretend to be the smart asses of ntu. =) cooking. just talking. and having lots of fun together. sleeping at 7am after the sun has risen and waking up at 4 pm. giving each other wake up calls. checking up on each other. ensuring we're never lonely. thats what i love about the friends here. really. the listening ears eveready and words of comfort. 'jaffa/jaffar' however yu guys spell it. i hate it. totally. but ive grown used to it. =)grace, rain, sandy, chengs. ill never tel yu guys this but thanks. for wonderful friendships that have helped me grow. make me feel not very lonely anymore and move on with my life happily. =)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 5/04/2006 06:17:00 am | Put your comment here
