i hate finding out things about yu. im over it. but i just dont like it. still friends? i wish those words were a lie. a big fat lie. i feel cheated. for all that i do. for all that i nother to do. but now im not going to anymore. but ill never stop. never stop to think once more.
i hate staying at home feeling ill. cos i dont get anything done. im gonna hate going back to hall after all thats happened. i wish i didnt know anything. what yu dont know cant harm yu. esp if it doesnt involve yu. but when yu know things yu wanna help your friends. why have that bugging conscience. please spare me cos i dont need this anymore. i wish i could help but i cant. maybe i dont want to anymore. im being selfish. cos i have to be. ive done so much for my friends. its time i think about myself. i dont wanna go back to hall. but i need to get my ass down to studying.
something, actually many things put me in this stupid position and induce ridiculous thoughts and feelings that hold yu down. bug yu. bother yu. disrupt your studies. when i dont need it the most.
will i regret what i say? maybe. maybe not. just for once, let me not care. let me put everything behind me.
wish yu know who yu are. looks forward for that one moment of happiness everyday
i hate staying at home feeling ill. cos i dont get anything done. im gonna hate going back to hall after all thats happened. i wish i didnt know anything. what yu dont know cant harm yu. esp if it doesnt involve yu. but when yu know things yu wanna help your friends. why have that bugging conscience. please spare me cos i dont need this anymore. i wish i could help but i cant. maybe i dont want to anymore. im being selfish. cos i have to be. ive done so much for my friends. its time i think about myself. i dont wanna go back to hall. but i need to get my ass down to studying.
something, actually many things put me in this stupid position and induce ridiculous thoughts and feelings that hold yu down. bug yu. bother yu. disrupt your studies. when i dont need it the most.
will i regret what i say? maybe. maybe not. just for once, let me not care. let me put everything behind me.
wish yu know who yu are. looks forward for that one moment of happiness everyday
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 4/09/2006 04:58:00 pm | Put your comment here
