i really dont wanna talk to yu now. not for long. i just dont wanna have anything to do with yu. but then again i do. i know what i should do. i know i shoud just stay away cos im happy this way. but i dont wanna be cut off from your life. i guess ill do whats right.
im happy the way i am. it is a noticeable difference. someone asked me whether i was attached again. im not. but they say its a marked difference in me. i look so much happier now. i should. i should forget things. so dont come talk to me now. cos im feeling sad all over again. cos i just wanna be happy and forget everything.
your thought just kept coming back the past few days cos i needed yu around so badly. i needed someone to talk to and seek comfort in, away from everything that was bothering.
sometimes when poeple dont know the real yu, yure misunderstood. i hate being misunderstood. i hate being judged. but one can never control these factors. we gotta just live with it. and i guess i will.
a part of me really wants to get away from here. away from singapore. go somewhere foreign. somewhere new. enjoy my life and meet new people. start afresh. enjoy my life the way i see meng and betty enjoying theirs in uk and aussie.
there's so much i wanna say. so much to update about in my life. grace's birthday party. the stupid single room deconflict. good stuff. bad stuff. but i seriously dont feel like typing so much today.
my mood's spoilt.
im happy the way i am. it is a noticeable difference. someone asked me whether i was attached again. im not. but they say its a marked difference in me. i look so much happier now. i should. i should forget things. so dont come talk to me now. cos im feeling sad all over again. cos i just wanna be happy and forget everything.
your thought just kept coming back the past few days cos i needed yu around so badly. i needed someone to talk to and seek comfort in, away from everything that was bothering.
sometimes when poeple dont know the real yu, yure misunderstood. i hate being misunderstood. i hate being judged. but one can never control these factors. we gotta just live with it. and i guess i will.
a part of me really wants to get away from here. away from singapore. go somewhere foreign. somewhere new. enjoy my life and meet new people. start afresh. enjoy my life the way i see meng and betty enjoying theirs in uk and aussie.
there's so much i wanna say. so much to update about in my life. grace's birthday party. the stupid single room deconflict. good stuff. bad stuff. but i seriously dont feel like typing so much today.
my mood's spoilt.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 3/06/2006 08:22:00 pm | Put your comment here
