so here i sit, with ob's critical thinking-half done-assignment staring right at me. i know it has to be completed soon. if i wanna have some time to myself i gotta finish it. but then again, in the next window, there's grey's anatomy calling out to me. its like an addiction. once yu start yu cant really stop until yuve finished it. sigh. and guess what, its valentines day today. urgh. and all i talk about is work and a drama series. really. my life is that sad right now. hall seems rather quiet cos most people have just disappeared for some romantic dinner or whatsoever with their loved ones. and yes, im in still in hall. dateless by choice and not by choice at the same time. out with chengs to get the last few things for leslie's present. and i eneded up talking about him sooo much. i feel so irritated with myself. urgh. and back to hall. yes, im lonely. of course that feeling will surface.
the sweetest thing that could happen was hearing someone at my door calling for me, and upon opening it, there stood leslie, singing a valentines day song for me. yes very sweet indeed. but im sure its at chengs request. hehh. and chengs gave me flowers. a beautiful sunflower. i was so touched. that i couldnt say anything much but thank you cos tears just filled my eyes. and penning this down now is also bringing tears to my eyes. im so grateful for a friend like her. esp when she knows how sad i am right now. thanks babe. :) but i just cant help it. came back in my room, continued watching grey's anatomy. ensured my door was locked and then the tears just rolled. it sucks to feel this way. i hate it. its exhausting to drill it into my system that its all over. i looked at his pictures and this myriad of emotions overcame me(other than the crying that was already in progress). i looked so fulfilled and happy then. sigh. well, its over. one moment of reminiscence.
back to reality and here i go, to continue with the damn assignment.
the sweetest thing that could happen was hearing someone at my door calling for me, and upon opening it, there stood leslie, singing a valentines day song for me. yes very sweet indeed. but im sure its at chengs request. hehh. and chengs gave me flowers. a beautiful sunflower. i was so touched. that i couldnt say anything much but thank you cos tears just filled my eyes. and penning this down now is also bringing tears to my eyes. im so grateful for a friend like her. esp when she knows how sad i am right now. thanks babe. :) but i just cant help it. came back in my room, continued watching grey's anatomy. ensured my door was locked and then the tears just rolled. it sucks to feel this way. i hate it. its exhausting to drill it into my system that its all over. i looked at his pictures and this myriad of emotions overcame me(other than the crying that was already in progress). i looked so fulfilled and happy then. sigh. well, its over. one moment of reminiscence.
back to reality and here i go, to continue with the damn assignment.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/14/2006 07:50:00 pm | Put your comment here
