home once again. flashback. the the third day of cny. felt much better and decided to go for the class gathering at alvins house. was rather woried at first but i figured that i shouldnt deprive myself of seeing my friends cos of him. and anyway these gatherings would probably be the only way i could see him. glad i went. it wasnt that bad. yet, there, i still felt so much between us. that feeling i had as well as whats there between us. but well. at the same time it was still a bit sad. and i cried after leaving but its okay. time. it takes time. and no matter what yu try to do. however much yu try to move on and tell yourself its time to move on, your feelings guide yu a certain way.
well, this week there's been no heart to go for lessons but surprisingly i went for more lessons than i did last week. though thurs pissed me off. one hour of econs and biz law was cacelled so i went over to nus to visit! i felt like a tourist there. heh. 'wandering' here and there. hehh. then it was off to town with sarah. first time in god-knows-how-long. :) got the brows plucked and window shopped. and ate good food. thanks for the company babe. then again, it was a bit sad cos i havent been going to town much eversince. and i started missing him again. sighh.
and today was crazy. i had to walk up and down and up and down north spine thanks to chinese dance stuff. and spent 2 freaking hours calling up schools. i was so tired. and have yet to buy envelopes and stamps. fuckkk. hate this. urgh. looking forward to sth in 2 weeks.
but i hate it that vday is coming up. urgh.
well, this week there's been no heart to go for lessons but surprisingly i went for more lessons than i did last week. though thurs pissed me off. one hour of econs and biz law was cacelled so i went over to nus to visit! i felt like a tourist there. heh. 'wandering' here and there. hehh. then it was off to town with sarah. first time in god-knows-how-long. :) got the brows plucked and window shopped. and ate good food. thanks for the company babe. then again, it was a bit sad cos i havent been going to town much eversince. and i started missing him again. sighh.
and today was crazy. i had to walk up and down and up and down north spine thanks to chinese dance stuff. and spent 2 freaking hours calling up schools. i was so tired. and have yet to buy envelopes and stamps. fuckkk. hate this. urgh. looking forward to sth in 2 weeks.
but i hate it that vday is coming up. urgh.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 2/04/2006 12:16:00 am | Put your comment here
