must i really go think stuff that may not even exist? i dont understand why i give myself this extra sadness when i dont need it right now. be happy sadaf and dont complicate things.
so its been raining. and the first ivp match was cancelled. how irritating.cos it was cancelled when we were on our way there and the rain had already stopped. sigh. and i missed 107 cos of that. urgh. im not being allowed to stick to my plan!! yes.
the stay over at des's house with the rgs netballers was fun. but we were missing meng and chelle. just chilling, cooking up instant food and watching movies. :) thanks for the advice babes. i know yu guys care for me and want me to be happy. i know yu want me to forget sidney and move on cos he's not worth it. and yu guys know im already trying. and ive made progress. :) and i understand what yu're driving at mag. yure right. but it takes time. we'll see how it goes yar. for now ill make the most out of being in ntu and maintaining the wonderful friendships i have. :)
gonna go for the sports sec meeting to raise our point for netball finals now. crossing my fingers. lets pray everything goes well.
so its been raining. and the first ivp match was cancelled. how irritating.cos it was cancelled when we were on our way there and the rain had already stopped. sigh. and i missed 107 cos of that. urgh. im not being allowed to stick to my plan!! yes.
the stay over at des's house with the rgs netballers was fun. but we were missing meng and chelle. just chilling, cooking up instant food and watching movies. :) thanks for the advice babes. i know yu guys care for me and want me to be happy. i know yu want me to forget sidney and move on cos he's not worth it. and yu guys know im already trying. and ive made progress. :) and i understand what yu're driving at mag. yure right. but it takes time. we'll see how it goes yar. for now ill make the most out of being in ntu and maintaining the wonderful friendships i have. :)
gonna go for the sports sec meeting to raise our point for netball finals now. crossing my fingers. lets pray everything goes well.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 1/09/2006 09:43:00 pm | Put your comment here
