he looked so contented and happy with life without me. sigh. and of course it hurts. hurts pretty bad. and i thought things would be fine. its so different now. all my efforts seem futile. down the drain in just one night. questions that i buried with no answers have resurfaced all over again. im so hopeless. and they he makes me feel around him. the difference in a friend and one thats not. the importance in one's life. the awkward feeling. the avoiding. its so irritating. if only we could just be normal. there doesnt have to be anything more, but nothing less either. i never knew how yu felt. never will either eh. sigh. seeing him opens up every wound ive taken a long time to conceal. and it breaks the heart all over again.
pain.
there are other issues as well. so much for leading my life my way.
pain.
there are other issues as well. so much for leading my life my way.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 1/15/2006 03:29:00 am | Put your comment here
