2 months.
the emotions are rather eratic. sometimes, i feel so down thinking about it. and there's times when i feel optimistic. when i feel things are good the way they are right now. i know what i should do/feel. yet, its hard to keep to that path.
memories keep coming back at every instance. like last sat when the class met up. seeing the other couples and how sweet and loving they were hurt. cos it made me miss yu even more. it made me think back on the times when we used to be happy together and the pride i felt with yu being mine.
i wish yu'd see what im feeling sometimes.
well, that aside, bball girls into finals for ih. :) against hall 6. i want the gold. i want it for netball as well. but its hard to say whether we'll get it for netball. sigh. softball guys won today. first gold. :) track is on tmr. hopefully the girls will win. :)
with ivp over, and the crazy week of coaching, its time to get the fat ass down to studying. biz law is fun. very fun. the rest, im not too sure about. heh. so from the coming week onwards.
back to hall tmr. somehow, a part of me doesnt like coming back home. it brings about this loneliness. ive not much to say to my mum anymore. its quite sad. and there's this empty feeling. staying in hall takes me from everything familiar.
-why cant i be as lucky as those other people are, i guess i must be wisshing on someone else's star-
the emotions are rather eratic. sometimes, i feel so down thinking about it. and there's times when i feel optimistic. when i feel things are good the way they are right now. i know what i should do/feel. yet, its hard to keep to that path.
memories keep coming back at every instance. like last sat when the class met up. seeing the other couples and how sweet and loving they were hurt. cos it made me miss yu even more. it made me think back on the times when we used to be happy together and the pride i felt with yu being mine.
i wish yu'd see what im feeling sometimes.
well, that aside, bball girls into finals for ih. :) against hall 6. i want the gold. i want it for netball as well. but its hard to say whether we'll get it for netball. sigh. softball guys won today. first gold. :) track is on tmr. hopefully the girls will win. :)
with ivp over, and the crazy week of coaching, its time to get the fat ass down to studying. biz law is fun. very fun. the rest, im not too sure about. heh. so from the coming week onwards.
back to hall tmr. somehow, a part of me doesnt like coming back home. it brings about this loneliness. ive not much to say to my mum anymore. its quite sad. and there's this empty feeling. staying in hall takes me from everything familiar.
-why cant i be as lucky as those other people are, i guess i must be wisshing on someone else's star-
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 1/22/2006 12:26:00 am | Put your comment here
