Saturday, December 17, 2005
today was the slackest day since damn damn long but im so so tired. must be the drinking. pleh. last night was spent at lie rongs room drinking. sth different really. but nice. slept at 6 got up at 2 plus. and off i went to town to meet meng. :) it was nice spending time with her. and honestly there is a difference confiding in her. she listens. lets me say whatever i want to. doesnt impose her views on me. thanks babe. :) the band at indochine is damn good. hats down to them. but why they play sad sad songs?? :( couldnt get him off the mind at all. hence the smoking and drinking. funny how walking down the road in town, we saw this artist posing still- yu know the one at the underpass at shaw, yup.. and he had this cardboard with this- 'yu are completely loved and loveable as yu are' :) how apt. what encouragement. momentarily though. i gotta keep reminding myself. i wonder who he's bringing. sigh. i wonder whether he's really happy on his own.i wonder so many things. urgh. stop thinking this way sadaf!!!theres welfare duty tmr..better sleep soon. nights.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/17/2005 02:14:00 am | Put your comment here
