so one whole freaking week has passed and its christmas now. finally back at home ill mon. sigh. so damn boring. alright. update on the week. netbll camp at the start of the week. horrible horrible horrible. im feeling like shit about ivp trainings now. well, sometimes yu win some yu lose some. the legs wont move fast enough, the hands dont come up fast, the body aint able to jump high enough. sigh. it feels like crap. but the minds not strong and the body's weak. well, apart from that, netball quarters was played on wed. won hall 12. 30 something to 6 i think. not a good game but most of us were drained from the camp. then thurs was the 2nd game of volleyball. lost that one to hall10. not well played at all. though i didnt play that match. understandable. :) glad i went for hockey training that day. got into hockey and played our 2 matches yesterday. lost to 14 on penalty shots. sucked man. i missed mine and felt like shit. :( cos we were obviously the better team. sigh. but we won hall 9, 2-0!! :) happy happy. cos i scored one of the goals. i was estatic cos ive never played hockey before. :) and bball was today. won hall11 97-6. :) things are looking up. though im getting nervous now. cos the games are gonna get tougher. semis for netball against hall 6 on thurs. have to play really well. and bball semis against hall 3. quite scared. and hockey quarters are on tues!!! against hall 11. and softball as well. gosh. busy busy week.
well, its christmas eve and this year its spent at home alone. sigh. its different this year. the past 2 years was spent with that person who meant the most. that special someone. but this year it isnt the same anymore. theres a slight tinge of sadness in that. and christmas doesnt feel all that warm and fuzzy and happy anymore, but im not totally unhappy. im not gonna wallow and be upset. cos ive come to realise a lot in the past 2 days and im happy about that. finally one month after it all happened im gonna move on now. :) yes i am. and feel happy for myself and him. im sure many of yu are gonna be very surprised by what ive said and feel happy for me. :) everything was special then and will always be. but life goes on. :) time to concentrate on my studies and getting my honours.
yet, now there's still a lobely feeling. what with the chritmas season and seeing everyone spend it with their loves ones.
hope yure happy now. merry christmas.
well, merry christmas sadaf. have a good day on your own.
well, its christmas eve and this year its spent at home alone. sigh. its different this year. the past 2 years was spent with that person who meant the most. that special someone. but this year it isnt the same anymore. theres a slight tinge of sadness in that. and christmas doesnt feel all that warm and fuzzy and happy anymore, but im not totally unhappy. im not gonna wallow and be upset. cos ive come to realise a lot in the past 2 days and im happy about that. finally one month after it all happened im gonna move on now. :) yes i am. and feel happy for myself and him. im sure many of yu are gonna be very surprised by what ive said and feel happy for me. :) everything was special then and will always be. but life goes on. :) time to concentrate on my studies and getting my honours.
yet, now there's still a lobely feeling. what with the chritmas season and seeing everyone spend it with their loves ones.
hope yure happy now. merry christmas.
well, merry christmas sadaf. have a good day on your own.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/24/2005 03:36:00 pm | Put your comment here
