Saturday, December 10, 2005
first game of ih netball is over. won hall 14 forty something to 2 i think. not bad but could have been better. hall 2 is really strong. better start training hard. cant bear to even start next week. mon theres ih bball match, netball training, sofball training, hockey training and volleyball training. by the time im done ill be dead meat on mon itself. tues theres ivp netball. urgh. and i need energy for ivp trainings. pleh. todays friendly against hwa chong juts proved how suck i am. urgh. meeting a11 later. a part of me doesnt wanna go. sighh. reasons retty obvious. a part of me wants to meet him but a part doesnt. i dont think im ready. ill cry. been feeling that shitty feeling again lately. sighh. why cant things just feel right.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/10/2005 03:34:00 pm | Put your comment here
