emotional weekend indeed. how could it not be? seeing him, pms-ing, hoping..... sigh. sat night saw me pissed drunk at holland v's eski bar. shots after shots cos i just couldnt get rid of that feeling. what came after was just so so so sad. how could those words come out and mean nothing the day after? why the hope? why the spark of happiness for just a moment? sigh.
then sunday was at east coast trying to forget it all. trying to come to term with it all over again. trying to move away from square one where i was brought back to that morning. and i obviously fell sick from drinking too much. the throat felt really sore. and the joints ached. the head spinned. the nose ran. its better now cos my dear mummy came over last night with porridge and medicine to take care of me in hall. how nice. and she cleaned my room too. :) yayy.
so yest i was so sick i couldnt go for netball ihg training. sorry peeps. softball drained me in the evening as well. had a bball match against hall 5. won 80-0. :) nd netball today was won 60-0. :) hopefully we'll be able to win again this year. :) the only thing keeping me away from everything else- ihg. sigh. but this time around the mind didnt stop thinking. :( one day things will get better.
'what did that mean?'
'nothing..it was just to comfort yu...yu should have seen yourself.'
sigh.
then sunday was at east coast trying to forget it all. trying to come to term with it all over again. trying to move away from square one where i was brought back to that morning. and i obviously fell sick from drinking too much. the throat felt really sore. and the joints ached. the head spinned. the nose ran. its better now cos my dear mummy came over last night with porridge and medicine to take care of me in hall. how nice. and she cleaned my room too. :) yayy.
so yest i was so sick i couldnt go for netball ihg training. sorry peeps. softball drained me in the evening as well. had a bball match against hall 5. won 80-0. :) nd netball today was won 60-0. :) hopefully we'll be able to win again this year. :) the only thing keeping me away from everything else- ihg. sigh. but this time around the mind didnt stop thinking. :( one day things will get better.
'what did that mean?'
'nothing..it was just to comfort yu...yu should have seen yourself.'
sigh.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/13/2005 01:59:00 pm | Put your comment here
