went out yest. town doesnt appeal anymore. im becoming a hermit. i dont enjoy company. always have that urge to go out but never do really want to. i dont know whats really wrong. maybe its just whats going on. im quite tired of pretending to be happy. i wish time would just go back to the days in sa. thats what i miss the most. the close proximity to everyone in my life back then. i only have one regret.which shant be disclosed. im just feeling lost. very lost.
becoming a hermit yet,i dont find peace at home. i just wanna run away from everything right now. call me a coward. i dont care. sometimes yu cant change somethings. things dont go your way everytime.
i want someone to confide in but i dont want to hear peoples advice at the same time. i dont really know what i want eh.
i have nth to do at all since the exams are over. i need to find work!! and im gonna go read read read. haha. somehting new. and take saber to the beach. and for daily walks. saber's my dog btw. :)
i miss yu. but maybe i should let go.
becoming a hermit yet,i dont find peace at home. i just wanna run away from everything right now. call me a coward. i dont care. sometimes yu cant change somethings. things dont go your way everytime.
i want someone to confide in but i dont want to hear peoples advice at the same time. i dont really know what i want eh.
i have nth to do at all since the exams are over. i need to find work!! and im gonna go read read read. haha. somehting new. and take saber to the beach. and for daily walks. saber's my dog btw. :)
i miss yu. but maybe i should let go.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 11/20/2005 06:23:00 pm | Put your comment here
