Friday, November 25, 2005
im torn. im shattered.i really really miss him so bad. why did i mess things up? why did god give us, women, pms? life's been strange without him. there's a void. i just long to hear his voice. to see him. yu only realise the importance of a person when he's out of your life. nowadays i dont even feel like talking to anyone. going out. i feel like a baby. i just want him back. im being stubborn. but i cant help it. he's been that constant in my life. i just want it all back. nothing seems as bad as life can get now. i know i can change it around. i know that it may be true that there's somethings beter out there. but right now, i dont want better. i really dont. can anyone really understand how i feel? i have so many more experiences to share with yu. so many more memories to create. so many moments to enjoy. the video i was gonna make to pass to yu on 17 december. with the song, ' god bless the broken road'. i can just delete all those images ive stored for all this. its sad. the plans ive had. all washed down the drain.everything's being snatched away.i guess its a case of right person, wrong time. hey yu, take this pain away.ill always be right here waiting.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 11/25/2005 12:55:00 am | Put your comment here
