22nd november. a painful day eh. i just need some time to forget about him. i need lots of time. to cry it all out. my hearts broken into a million pieces. its gonna be hard to pick up these pieces and move on. ive lost a purpose of doing everything i did. ill have to find that new purpose.
everything i do i do it for yu. now everywhere i go it pains my heart cos all im reminded of is yu. 2 years. its not a short time. i cant just move on with my life like that. all that ive given to this r/s. all that ive hoped for in this r/s. i know yu still love me. i know that aint the reason. i know yu well eough to know that at least.
im hurting to think that ive brought this upon myself. it hurts so much more. when i saw that msg, i just broke down. im sorry looloo that yu had to see me like that. im sorry yu had to accompany me and see me cry like so much. im sorry i spoiled your shopping trip.
the night before, on monday, i had a very bad feeling something was wrong. i cried myself to sleep. and for the 1st time in forever, i prayed to god. not to break up this r/s of ours. not to take yu away from me. and just a day later, this had to happen. i shouldnt harp on this eh. i should move on. everyone tells me that. but is it that easy for me? i try shutting him out since yesterday. but for how long? it only lasts a while. and then when i think about him even for that few seconds, tears cant help but flow. to think that i wont be able to see him anymore. i wont be able to care for him. i wont be able to lighten his load for him. i wont be able to be a part of his life. i wont be able to get that hug or that smile. everything has to change.
if only things wont change.ive told yu i dont want better. yuve made me happy all this while and i know i'd have stayed happy. ill always be here i guess. ill always love yu. im just hoping this is all a bad dream ill wake up from soon. please let it be a bad dream.
look into my eyes, yu will see
what yu mean to me,
search your heart,search your soul,
when yu find me there yu would search no more,
dont tell me its not worth trying for,
yu cant tell me its not worth dying for,
yu know its true,
everything i do,i do it for yu.
look into my heart,yu will find,
there's nothing there to hide,
take me as i am,take my life,
i would give it all,i would sacrifice,
dont tell me its not worth fighting for,
i cant help it theres nothing i want more,
yu know its true everything i do,
i do it for yu.
there's no love,like your love,
and no other, could give me more love,
there's no where, unless yure there,
all the time, all the way,
dont tell me its not worth trying for,
i cant help it there's mothing i want more,
i would fight for yu, i'd lie for yu,
walk the wire for yu, ya, i'd die for yu,
yu know its true, everything i do,
i do it for yu.
:(
everything i do i do it for yu. now everywhere i go it pains my heart cos all im reminded of is yu. 2 years. its not a short time. i cant just move on with my life like that. all that ive given to this r/s. all that ive hoped for in this r/s. i know yu still love me. i know that aint the reason. i know yu well eough to know that at least.
im hurting to think that ive brought this upon myself. it hurts so much more. when i saw that msg, i just broke down. im sorry looloo that yu had to see me like that. im sorry yu had to accompany me and see me cry like so much. im sorry i spoiled your shopping trip.
the night before, on monday, i had a very bad feeling something was wrong. i cried myself to sleep. and for the 1st time in forever, i prayed to god. not to break up this r/s of ours. not to take yu away from me. and just a day later, this had to happen. i shouldnt harp on this eh. i should move on. everyone tells me that. but is it that easy for me? i try shutting him out since yesterday. but for how long? it only lasts a while. and then when i think about him even for that few seconds, tears cant help but flow. to think that i wont be able to see him anymore. i wont be able to care for him. i wont be able to lighten his load for him. i wont be able to be a part of his life. i wont be able to get that hug or that smile. everything has to change.
if only things wont change.ive told yu i dont want better. yuve made me happy all this while and i know i'd have stayed happy. ill always be here i guess. ill always love yu. im just hoping this is all a bad dream ill wake up from soon. please let it be a bad dream.
look into my eyes, yu will see
what yu mean to me,
search your heart,search your soul,
when yu find me there yu would search no more,
dont tell me its not worth trying for,
yu cant tell me its not worth dying for,
yu know its true,
everything i do,i do it for yu.
look into my heart,yu will find,
there's nothing there to hide,
take me as i am,take my life,
i would give it all,i would sacrifice,
dont tell me its not worth fighting for,
i cant help it theres nothing i want more,
yu know its true everything i do,
i do it for yu.
there's no love,like your love,
and no other, could give me more love,
there's no where, unless yure there,
all the time, all the way,
dont tell me its not worth trying for,
i cant help it there's mothing i want more,
i would fight for yu, i'd lie for yu,
walk the wire for yu, ya, i'd die for yu,
yu know its true, everything i do,
i do it for yu.
:(
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 11/23/2005 04:10:00 pm | Put your comment here
