Monday, October 17, 2005
hoping for a better day, a miracle
today was a hard day to get by. when i reached hall, i heaved a half sigh of relief. cos no matter where one may be, no matter how far away one is from the core of your problem, it always follows yu. just in that matter, the matter hovers around me no matter what. sometimes i sit and question, if this is what i egt at this age, whill life become easier when i grow up? will god balance out the pain with happiness? but then again, i doubt so. problems will just come after you in different forms. as you get older, and the more knowledgeable yu get, the more problems yu have. thats my take. on another note, coming back to hall, i got down to tidying up my room, specifically my table. and boy, it made a whole lot of difference. :) should have taken a photo. hehh. but doubt it will last. i give it 2 days. hehh. the confidence. :) the food i brought to hall got me excited. somehow. dont ask me why. so yes. i got down to eating quite a bit. feeling utterly piggish. poof.time to catch some sleep before dawn breaks.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/17/2005 04:12:00 am | Put your comment here
