Happy 2nd year anniversary baby!
yes..the big bold words above says it all. 6th oct. our anniversary. 2 years is a long time i must say and im very proud of us. to have made it so far. through all those shit. though we didnt get to spend the special day ideally, it meant a lot to me that you waited so patiently for me to finish my netball. saw yu feeling bored at the courts. saw yu bored in my room. and im sorry. but it felt good to have yu wait patiently. to just have yu around me in the things i do in uni for once. :) and thanks for helping me cook. not sure whether yu liked my cooking though. hope yu liked the collage and the card-ish thing. hand made i must add. thanks for all the memories. good and bad cos the bad just made us stronger. thanks baby. i guess everything is summed um in the letter. now yure going off to taiwan. please take care there. and ill be waiting for yu to ocme back. then we can really enjoy ourselves.
been spending quite a bit of time with him this weekend. well not a lot but considerable compared to other weeks. really like the way he plays with me. watched goal and 40 year old virgin together. rather funny. it feels good spending time together. yet, sometimes i just know that our happiness wont last forever. what i mean is that there's bound to be a time when we may just have a quarrel and the cycle may just start. pessimistic some may say? i say its being realistic. its foolish to think happiness will last forever, there's no 'living happily ever after' in real life. hopefully that time wont come soon. :)
im a girl after all. and sometimes i just wanna feel special. i want him to make me feel special sometimes and i just dont get that when i most expect it. it makes me sad sometimes but i take it in my stride. :) im not saying im not happy cos i am. but there's a difference in feeling special and feeling happy. yupp. well, from this week on, its books books and books. ive neglected them for too long. hope i have the discipline to go on.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/09/2005 10:33:00 pm | Put your comment here
