Monday, October 24, 2005
the exams are aproaching.. too fast!!!!! i thought i could do it at first, but now im faltering. i have to go on though. keep this up. move faster. reach the goal. get the good grades ive never once attained in my life. dont let anything get in my way. not now. like what sandy wrote. friendships, r/s, have all got to be put aside. i know it's hard for me to do that, but im sure deep down there i have the ability to push these aside. i keep thinking how will i cope once sidney gets back? cos i'd wanna spend time with him especially since he's got a whole week off from ocs. but i gotta restrain. just see him twice will suffice. yes. i can go through with it. dont become weak at the last moment. dont give in then and regret it moments later. not gonna go back this coming weekend. have to stay here and make the most of all the time i have. :) get started on stats. if not ill regret forever. yess.. studying is gonna become fun! :)the weekend was wasted as usual. bahh. studied fm just now but productivity is very low. wanted to finish it today but i coulndt. still have part of debt policy and options. just 2 hours tmr and i should be done. in time to go thourgh everything once again for the test. gonna try to do well. :) 7 days. :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/24/2005 03:03:00 am | Put your comment here
