back home. and when yu're home and there's lots of time on your hand, or rather cos yu dont study there's lots of time on your hand, yu think about him more. and miss him. somehow i dont have a good feeling within me. maybe its the pms-ing thing. let's see whether this feeling tides over in a week or so.
there's so much to study for. i think im quite dead. there's no motivation at all. at a lost of where to start from. the books look very lengthy and too detailed. hard to understand. i need something comprehensive. well, from mon onwards ill be at can b mugging. :)
and im quite worried about netball. dont know whether ill get into the team. im trying pretty hard. but sometimes yu need some help along the way. some guidance. yes. we're being taught the general passing etc etc, but there's no help in terms of position to be played. he coaches some of them in terms of that. but i know nothing about where i stand. in terms of how i play or even what to play. im taking that effort to work hard in wd but i dont know whether its noted. it feels crappy to be in this position. but i havent given up yet. i would have previously, but ive never been in this position before. now i just have to perservere. go for trainings, show my worth and willingness to learn.
well, much to do. much to achieve.its a long road all alone for now. a 17 day wait. :( still waiting.
there's so much to study for. i think im quite dead. there's no motivation at all. at a lost of where to start from. the books look very lengthy and too detailed. hard to understand. i need something comprehensive. well, from mon onwards ill be at can b mugging. :)
and im quite worried about netball. dont know whether ill get into the team. im trying pretty hard. but sometimes yu need some help along the way. some guidance. yes. we're being taught the general passing etc etc, but there's no help in terms of position to be played. he coaches some of them in terms of that. but i know nothing about where i stand. in terms of how i play or even what to play. im taking that effort to work hard in wd but i dont know whether its noted. it feels crappy to be in this position. but i havent given up yet. i would have previously, but ive never been in this position before. now i just have to perservere. go for trainings, show my worth and willingness to learn.
well, much to do. much to achieve.its a long road all alone for now. a 17 day wait. :( still waiting.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/15/2005 12:49:00 am | Put your comment here
