he just left today. and as yu can tell it would be 20 gruelling days without him before he comes back and adds that dazzle into my life again. i didnt know i'd be this sadd. it sounds stupid cos he aint going away forever or anything. but when everything in your life seems down. when nothing feels right at all, and he comes in like the saving grace and lifts your spirits, it means a whole lot. it makes a huge difference. it induces this veryveryveryveryvery sad feeling when yu see him going off. its harder being the one who has to do the waiting all the time. and overseas trips just get me worried for his safety. injuries. hornet bites.rotting foot. i hope he'll be okay. i hope he's landed safely. on my way back from the airport, i couldnt help but cry. a lot. but i feel its a good way to let out all that bottled emotion within. and reading that 3 letters made it worse. suddenly i feel lonely and being left out in the big ocean all alone. and yu know who comes to mind in such situations? nana,faith,bunny.
i have to start hitting the books but i feel fatigued. my mind preoccupied with many issues. i still feel like crying and letting out everything. fm book lies open on my lap. right in the middle of chapter 10. but what is chapter 10?i know nothing.
uni can be summed up in this phrase. every man for himself. its a harsh reality.
and hey nana, cheer up k? yu know im here for yu. :) remember to try to separate your emotions from evrything else. :)
i have to start hitting the books but i feel fatigued. my mind preoccupied with many issues. i still feel like crying and letting out everything. fm book lies open on my lap. right in the middle of chapter 10. but what is chapter 10?i know nothing.
uni can be summed up in this phrase. every man for himself. its a harsh reality.
and hey nana, cheer up k? yu know im here for yu. :) remember to try to separate your emotions from evrything else. :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/11/2005 08:19:00 pm | Put your comment here
