betty was right. i should never have any expectations. because im always let down. i should have learnt this by now. i should have known. i did anticipate it would happen but there's always that hope that maybe things would be different this time. unfortunately im let down once again. that aint anything new. bah. my emotions are so topsy turvy right now. maybe its the pms-ing thingy. i really hope so. it normally is. next week, ill look back on this post and think how stupid i was to say these things and feel this way for that matter. go back to hall soon or not?? maybe i wont. im getting real lazy. still dunno what to buy. 2 over weeks left!! and i wanna shop!! but i cant do that with no money. :( oh yes, and des asked me about going to uk next year, for like 7 weeks. cool! im interested. but, 1) estimated cost is 6k!!!! how fucking ex is that. 2) its for 7 weeks!! i'll miss my darling like crazyy. ive got to find a way to get that much money by then. we'll see.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 9/18/2005 02:04:00 pm | Put your comment here
