i sitting here typing shit cos ive got nothing to do at all. im bored to death and that boredom has forced me to sit here and type shit.
so the game against santa fe's over. not fantastic. not okay at all. maybe im not used to the way bok's type of play goes. working so hard despite the freaking cramps and still not playing well as a team just pisses me off. but what can i expect from a team that hardly trains together. that is brought together from everywhere. glad mr teh talked to me at the end though. its amazing how he could just tell how i was feeling. not only yest but on the bedok's game day as well. maybe im too transparent. oh well. im glad i was so freaking honest about everything said and clearing many things up. which has allowed me to come to the decision that i will train hard and do my best and just hope our team will do the same.
on another note, the boyfriend got into ocs. which im happy yet not happy. happy cos its prestigious, and he worked hard for it. not happy cos it means so much more time dedicated to army and training etc. which means less time for me. ive been patient for so long with his overseas training and long weeks in camp. dunno how muich more to take but i cant be selfish. and i wont. esp since he's been such an angel.
going to des's house tmr. and back to sa to collect cert. my moody-ness isnt disappearing..
so the game against santa fe's over. not fantastic. not okay at all. maybe im not used to the way bok's type of play goes. working so hard despite the freaking cramps and still not playing well as a team just pisses me off. but what can i expect from a team that hardly trains together. that is brought together from everywhere. glad mr teh talked to me at the end though. its amazing how he could just tell how i was feeling. not only yest but on the bedok's game day as well. maybe im too transparent. oh well. im glad i was so freaking honest about everything said and clearing many things up. which has allowed me to come to the decision that i will train hard and do my best and just hope our team will do the same.
on another note, the boyfriend got into ocs. which im happy yet not happy. happy cos its prestigious, and he worked hard for it. not happy cos it means so much more time dedicated to army and training etc. which means less time for me. ive been patient for so long with his overseas training and long weeks in camp. dunno how muich more to take but i cant be selfish. and i wont. esp since he's been such an angel.
going to des's house tmr. and back to sa to collect cert. my moody-ness isnt disappearing..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 6/23/2005 10:36:00 pm | Put your comment here
