this is to save my blog from extinction. and yes so much has happened since ive updated. its always like that cos i hardly update.im at the freaking com like everyday but i'd just rather do everything else but blog. whatever i want to blog will just go through my head just like as if i'd be writing a diary entry. just that it's a mental run-through. so alright. update update. ive more or less decided on ntu after being caught between nus and ntu. and im trying to be optimistic about it. yup. praying for his entry to uni too. oh yes and so im gonna stay in hostel with charlotte! :) at least ive got a room mate. heh.
apart from uni, well, i quit my job. working at pre-rouge now. pretty fun. oh yes and im still happy!hehh. he's going to taiwan next week though. ill miss him tonnes and tonnes la. the past few weeks have been a blessing. ive come to realise there's this trend in our r/s now. which is us fighting when im getting my thing- when im pms-ing. yup. i'll just blow my top and scold him so bad. and its my fault. but he's been such a dear to put up with me and be patient. we've been through so much of shit together that im just grateful we've pulled through and grown stronger. the break-ups, and mistreatment and total hatred, the petty quarrels and not-so-petty quarrels etc. i realise our r/s has been influenced by so many things. by other pple. im tired of pple judging him as a bastard. regarding him as one without knowing him. and no matter what ill always stand up for him because he deserves it.
well, enough of him la. hehh. oh yess,i got the ngee ann job again. so that means more money!!yayy. and there's contsct traingin. and may join src touch. and national league is starting soon! have to train harder. and theres *****. thats a problem. sighh. i dont want friendships to be ruined but im compelled to pull away. pleh. so im becoming more incoherent cos im just freaking tired. im gonna go tuck myself into bed. oh ya, pple going to ntu business please tell me!!!!i still dont know a single soul going there. pleh. nights.
apart from uni, well, i quit my job. working at pre-rouge now. pretty fun. oh yes and im still happy!hehh. he's going to taiwan next week though. ill miss him tonnes and tonnes la. the past few weeks have been a blessing. ive come to realise there's this trend in our r/s now. which is us fighting when im getting my thing- when im pms-ing. yup. i'll just blow my top and scold him so bad. and its my fault. but he's been such a dear to put up with me and be patient. we've been through so much of shit together that im just grateful we've pulled through and grown stronger. the break-ups, and mistreatment and total hatred, the petty quarrels and not-so-petty quarrels etc. i realise our r/s has been influenced by so many things. by other pple. im tired of pple judging him as a bastard. regarding him as one without knowing him. and no matter what ill always stand up for him because he deserves it.
well, enough of him la. hehh. oh yess,i got the ngee ann job again. so that means more money!!yayy. and there's contsct traingin. and may join src touch. and national league is starting soon! have to train harder. and theres *****. thats a problem. sighh. i dont want friendships to be ruined but im compelled to pull away. pleh. so im becoming more incoherent cos im just freaking tired. im gonna go tuck myself into bed. oh ya, pple going to ntu business please tell me!!!!i still dont know a single soul going there. pleh. nights.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 5/21/2005 01:20:00 am | Put your comment here
