life sure does hold many surprises. and needless to say the arent very pleasant in my case. it's been horrible since yesterday. so painful that the tears wont stop for long. they just keep coming back. it brings back horrible memories of pre a levels. what can i say, things just dont change. im scared. why cant we just be happy? after all that ive done, this is my 'reward'. shucks. i keep worrying that the break may bring about the worst. im so pessimistic yet, im hopeful. so hopeful that if things arent the way i want them to be, i dont know how ill go on. i just want to be happy.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 3/27/2005 01:13:00 pm | Put your comment here
