i hate feeling so fucking vulnerable. hate what he does to me and her. hate him so fucking much. i miss sidney so badly. the need to talk to him. seek some comfort. allow myself to just let it all out. i cant bear this any longer. it gets worse every fucking day. i need o job to kill time. to be away from this hell hole. to be self sufficient so that i dont have to depend on those 2 bastards who use it against me. fuck them. i hate them. and will always will. no matter how much he tries making it up with all the materialistic aspects. to hell with him.

on another note..happy birthday dear!!hehh..hope yu enjoy your birthday in camp..im missing yu out here..and i cant spend your birthday with yu.. :( well,when yu come out k?hehh..love yu so much dear..

lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 1/12/2005 11:43:00 pm | Put your comment here

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