i dont know whats wrong with me and my big fat mouth. i should learn to keep certain thoughts to myself in case it made situations worse. but i just dont. cos i felt a need to say it. for fear that it may come to a point where i wont be able to tolerate it. and i dont want it to be that way. pleh. why is it that i cant get to talk to the people i want but those i absolutely detest are the ones talking to me!urgh. bugger off. i miss him already. sighh. im damn confused about stuff. not sure what i want anymore. and its the first time im not sure, signalling its severity.. but i dont wanna feel this way. i feel like crying. ya well, i always feel like crying anyway so it probably has no effect. i feel screwed up. majorly screwed.
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 1/21/2005 08:50:00 pm | Put your comment here
