yesterday was pretty nice.one of the rare moments my family went out together for the day without arguing.and actually having fun.i wish we could do this every month.i doubt it will ever happen.bought new comforters to match the room.really pretty. :) i just find sth missing. its his absence the past few days.but he doesnt sense the lack of it i guess.and the thing is, its not only not meeting him but the fact that there's hardly been any contact.im begining to doubt his sincerity of being in this r/s.sometimes i dont wanna compare with others,it's just not being fair to him and im making it worse for myself. but i cant help it and it makes me feel shitty.pleh.im looking forward to tomorrow if it even materialises for the matter.ive learnt my lesson.NEVER expect anything.
great and now i know it aint gonna materialise. im so fucking pissed. urgh!
great and now i know it aint gonna materialise. im so fucking pissed. urgh!
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/27/2004 09:13:00 pm | Put your comment here
