two long days have passed..went to watch extremes play yest and talked to mr bok and mr teh about re-joining netball..im really lost..sighh..then went out with ade and char..met up with wen for coffee at night..then i went to the beach until 5..it was nice..the company was nice and had lotsa fun catching up with my friend..he's crazy la..haha..amazing how some people never change..
today met the class to go out..ben's last day out..so sad.. :( i'll miss him soo much..yea..the national treasure movie turned out to be quite nice..then was out with the girls..and went to meet alvyn at his workplace..tried on this really pretty black corset thingy that was partly net..pretty pretty..hehh..alvyn looked really diligent..haha..
hmm..he's obviously upset and bothered over some stuff..wished he would share it with me..but he never..sighh...im like ready to listen..cant do anything then..just hope he'll solve it then..
im so confused myself..about everything..and my dad is being such a fuck..he keeps taunting me using sidney..now he says sidney was very smart to have dumped me cos i deserve no one..and that smart guys will never ever want me..fine so be it..why taunt me with it..it hurts fucking bad..and he never stops..he still persists..betty's away and i can talk to no one now..im not gonna come home for at least another day..that asshole of a dad can just fuck off cos he's the worse dad anyone could ever have..
today met the class to go out..ben's last day out..so sad.. :( i'll miss him soo much..yea..the national treasure movie turned out to be quite nice..then was out with the girls..and went to meet alvyn at his workplace..tried on this really pretty black corset thingy that was partly net..pretty pretty..hehh..alvyn looked really diligent..haha..
hmm..he's obviously upset and bothered over some stuff..wished he would share it with me..but he never..sighh...im like ready to listen..cant do anything then..just hope he'll solve it then..
im so confused myself..about everything..and my dad is being such a fuck..he keeps taunting me using sidney..now he says sidney was very smart to have dumped me cos i deserve no one..and that smart guys will never ever want me..fine so be it..why taunt me with it..it hurts fucking bad..and he never stops..he still persists..betty's away and i can talk to no one now..im not gonna come home for at least another day..that asshole of a dad can just fuck off cos he's the worse dad anyone could ever have..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 12/13/2004 11:37:00 pm | Put your comment here
