things get sooo irritating!urgh!why do certain people intervene in my life for no rhyme or reason..probably for the worst?its like mind your own blardy business la!!and if yure reading my blog for no good intentions then just get lost..it doesnt matter what i write if yu dont regard yourself as my friend..poof!!im p;issed im pissed im pissed!!!im fuming!!!!!
anyways, i realised yesterday that there's more in life to be happy about than sulk and be sad..what's gone is really gone..he is gone..i mean if things do change then so be it..but i cant change them and i otta be happy,cos so many things around me can keep me happy! :) yup..went to my parents friends house yesterday..and i met all my friends whom i have grown up with in my younger days..from the days i was running around in my panties and being called 'shut up'..haha..the yearly trips overseas together..yup..it was so different then..but its not like bad now..cos we've all grown up..matured and can interact better..i used to be damn bored most of the time when i was with them cos all the other children were guys and the only other girl around was my sister..yeaa..and they played silly games girls didnt like..hehh..but yest,i could converse freely with everyone..play around and laugh..yup..even down to topics like lit..haha..and i learned that gay-ish guy is sooo smart!!he's like gonna study law in london!!!omg!!!!but he's still gay-ish la..haha..we should meet up more often than like once in a blue moon..yup.. :) such things make me happy..
someitme lately i also realised what matters in the end is family..its like friends are there and stuff..but in the end,for me,its my family who will always be there..even having a boyfriend/girlfriend isnt any gurantee of comfort and someone who can listen to your problems..some are just there to share the good times..i guess if a person loved another wholeheartedly, he/she would be able to listen and share their partners' grief no matter how often it happens..yup..so, ive concluded he's not the right one for me..but i still feel for him and that'll take time to fade..yest made me realise how impt my family can be..and it would be nice if we were close to our relatives..well,highly impossible if they are all over the world except singapore..and the one's in singapore are quite snobish..sighh..
anyways,i guess i wont be able to sat whatever i want like in my most honest manner anymore cos others read my blog for god-knows-what intentions la..plehh..maybe ill shift soon..its not been too long here..but it aint worth it..yup..well,this week's the killer week,so i better get my ass off and study! :)
anyways, i realised yesterday that there's more in life to be happy about than sulk and be sad..what's gone is really gone..he is gone..i mean if things do change then so be it..but i cant change them and i otta be happy,cos so many things around me can keep me happy! :) yup..went to my parents friends house yesterday..and i met all my friends whom i have grown up with in my younger days..from the days i was running around in my panties and being called 'shut up'..haha..the yearly trips overseas together..yup..it was so different then..but its not like bad now..cos we've all grown up..matured and can interact better..i used to be damn bored most of the time when i was with them cos all the other children were guys and the only other girl around was my sister..yeaa..and they played silly games girls didnt like..hehh..but yest,i could converse freely with everyone..play around and laugh..yup..even down to topics like lit..haha..and i learned that gay-ish guy is sooo smart!!he's like gonna study law in london!!!omg!!!!but he's still gay-ish la..haha..we should meet up more often than like once in a blue moon..yup.. :) such things make me happy..
someitme lately i also realised what matters in the end is family..its like friends are there and stuff..but in the end,for me,its my family who will always be there..even having a boyfriend/girlfriend isnt any gurantee of comfort and someone who can listen to your problems..some are just there to share the good times..i guess if a person loved another wholeheartedly, he/she would be able to listen and share their partners' grief no matter how often it happens..yup..so, ive concluded he's not the right one for me..but i still feel for him and that'll take time to fade..yest made me realise how impt my family can be..and it would be nice if we were close to our relatives..well,highly impossible if they are all over the world except singapore..and the one's in singapore are quite snobish..sighh..
anyways,i guess i wont be able to sat whatever i want like in my most honest manner anymore cos others read my blog for god-knows-what intentions la..plehh..maybe ill shift soon..its not been too long here..but it aint worth it..yup..well,this week's the killer week,so i better get my ass off and study! :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 11/15/2004 11:04:00 am | Put your comment here
