Saturday, November 13, 2004
stupid me..me and my warped thoughts..i could just kill myself..i always mislead myself i guess..its no ones fault in the end..but mine..i guess my thoughts allow themselves to be directed in the direction i want it to go..im accepting it slowly i guess..silly me..stupid me..i cant wait for the a's to end and for that day to come soon..only i know whats that day la..hehh..and no,its not the day he'll like get back with me..thats a big NO now..hmm..barely studied..dunno what i wanna do with my life anymore..poof..its gonna be lit lit lit all the wayy..i need to make it through the next few days..argghhh..its getting harder and harder to study la..im getting lazy..plehh..okay..first step i should take is to get off this stupid comp..hehh.. :)
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 11/13/2004 08:54:00 pm | Put your comment here
