i wasted a whole damn day!!!arghh..damn..im so lazy la..ive no motivation what-so-ever..and i actually went to the tanlines sale yest and bought 3 bikinis..namely for the trip..it was so crazy...my god..and the changing rooms had no divisions so everyone could see everyone changing..it was so odd..so i didnt remove my sports bra..haha..hmm..i really wasted today away..talked to betty like 2hrs over la..im crazyy..sigh..cant wait for the a's to end..looking forward to the trip yet not lloking forward to it..yup..faith was saying alvin was at a loss at how to organise certain things cos him and me..sighh..why does he make things odd..i think he hates me..somehow..the way he treats me..yea..but somehow i know deep down his heart he still loves me and misses me but is supressing it..but ill do nothing about it..its up to him..yeaa..it sucks when i see him but when i dont im really okay..cant wait to go have fun with everyone after a's..i really cant wait for the day when i dont have to see him again..just coz it pains to see him..i dont wanna know anything he does coz it'll hurt me..thats all..yea..if only he can act maturely and be nice..not be childish and ignore..nvm la..cant control him..yup..well,i better get going to do some a&c :)
do yu ever feel like breaking down
do yu ever feel out of place
like somehow yu just dont belong
and no one understands yu
do yu ever wanna run away
do yu lock yourself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud
so no one hears yu screaming
no yu dont know what its like
when nothing feels alright
yu dont know what its like to be like me
to be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark
to be kicked when yure down
to feel like yuve been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
when no one's there to save yu
no yu dont know what its like
welcome to my life
what an apt song..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 11/06/2004 05:55:00 pm | Put your comment here
