Friday, November 12, 2004
i so wanna like msg him and talk to him..its sth i gotta control and not let such thoughts affect my decisions cos they may just be the wrong step to take..i was just thinking how nice it would be to go on the langkawi trip and have fun with everyone and him as well.. :( and like enjoy part of the hols with him..he became such a big part of my life that its hard to see everything without him in it..i still always think of buying him stuff..even when i was at cold storage today..but but but..cannot..sighh..i feel like hugging him now and pinching his 'rubbery' cheeks..okay i know thats quite out of point..but its sth i just feel..haha..yea..
-there can be miracles when yu belive though hope is frail its hard to kill-
im happy after dont know how long..maybe its the hope after what he said yest..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 11/12/2004 08:17:00 pm | Put your comment here
