betty just went home..so so empty..that how i feel..even with or without people around me..sigh..why does he means so much to me and i dont mean anything to him?hmm..some questions just get left unanswered..if only if only if only..bahhh..i mean after knowing my mistakes i made there's this willingness to change not only for him but for myself..yea..but theres no chance to show him that..no chance at all..i keep thinking what if he'll take me back in my life..but i banish that thought the second after i think about it..hehh..yupp..betty and i were listening to 'have yu ever' by brandy..so fitting..sighh..does he miss me?i dont think its time to let go but ill have to..i wish he doesnt forget me..yeaa..
on another note,i have yet to study in almost 24hr!!!i better get down to doing just that today..yupp..was in sch yest with some of the class people..being with them is so nice..yu..then again..sighh..will not say anything..but ya..so..time to study now!! :)
have yu ever been in love
been in love so bad
yu'd do anything to make them understand
have yu ever had someone steal your heart away
yu'd give anything to make them feel the same
have yu ever search for words to get yu in their heart
but yu don't know what to say
and yu don't know where to start
have yu ever loved somebody so much it makes yu cry
have yu ever needed something so bad
yu can't sleep at night
have yu ever tried to mfind the words
but they don't come out right
have yu ever,have yu ever
have yu ever found the one
yu've dreamed of all your life
yu'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
have yu finally found the one yu've given your heart to
only to find that one wont give their heart to yu
have yu ever closed your eyes and
dreamed that they were there
and all yu can do is wait for that day when they will care..
i gave yu my heart and yuve yet to give it back..i want it back if yu cant let me hold onto yours..miss yu dear...
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 11/11/2004 01:34:00 pm | Put your comment here