pheww..finally hope..been such a looong day..went to clean up te new house so as to be able to move in tmr..it was one tiresome chore..literally went down on all fours to brush the living and dining area and the porch..not forgetting the kitchen..but somehow it didnt feel like a great big chore and i didnt feel lazy about doing it..in fact i was a bit enthusiatic about it..came home for a while in the day and went back at 7 plus to go unpack the clothes into cupboards..didnt actually realise i had so many clothes..my god..but i always end up wearing the same things again and again..maybe coz those are the ones i look best in..hehh..decided that i should vary my dressing style every now and then and mix and match my clothes when i can..my stuff is all there now so ive got no books to study with yett..bahh..hopefully everything will get settled tmr..i seriously need to concentrate on my studies..a levels a levels a levels..bahh..
hmm..he just msged me once today and said he cant talk to me coz he got church thingy..is that all yu can really say?i was a bit disappointed..he makes it sound like a routine he doesnt like doing..or maybe its just my oversensitivity,ONCE AGAIN..and yu dont even bother to return my calls..thats plain rude..i shant brood over this..just let it out and move along coz there's no point since yu probably wont see my point..im just gonna be or pretend to be happy..i mean im happy being with him and i want to be with him but certain things do make me a bit unhappy or rather insecure..
well well,gonna be a looong day tmr too..have to move the bulky furniture tmr..and i probably have to help my dad and uncle..betty!i want yu to come and stayover at my house one day!!then we can study together and have fun too!haha..im tired..so nighty.. :)
psst - i still love yu..heh..
hmm..he just msged me once today and said he cant talk to me coz he got church thingy..is that all yu can really say?i was a bit disappointed..he makes it sound like a routine he doesnt like doing..or maybe its just my oversensitivity,ONCE AGAIN..and yu dont even bother to return my calls..thats plain rude..i shant brood over this..just let it out and move along coz there's no point since yu probably wont see my point..im just gonna be or pretend to be happy..i mean im happy being with him and i want to be with him but certain things do make me a bit unhappy or rather insecure..
well well,gonna be a looong day tmr too..have to move the bulky furniture tmr..and i probably have to help my dad and uncle..betty!i want yu to come and stayover at my house one day!!then we can study together and have fun too!haha..im tired..so nighty.. :)
psst - i still love yu..heh..
lifted a burden off her shoulders @ 10/03/2004 01:37:00 am | Put your comment here
